I feel like
I am being run over by a train
hit by a plane
sunk by a storm and
destroyed by a nuclear bomb
all at once

I feel like
part of me is dying
which probably is and
I am becoming aware
that the now-me
will be gone in few seconds and
I want to say something significant
but I think too much
...and...
at the end I say nothing at all
...so I am regretting it already…