In bitter seas of ruin is where you cast yourself to drown 'til tides of fury would carry your body back to the shore to rot upon.
And gleaming eyes in life are now dead and staring cold. Lifelessly your body lays in its repose.
In death you have now traveled to places I dare not ever go, until my time to join you in the vastness of the God Knows.
And I recall your stuttered breath and your final sputtered words. How your breath cut like knives, and how your words had cut like swords.
I remember the upheaval of my heart and how you snared it with your claws. And how your bitter end etched into my brain gave me a cerebral pause.
And how I wondered if I had caught them, if I had acted on warning signs, would I have been able to stop it: your self inflicted demise.
But now you've left me to go on to a place I dare not ever go. Until my time has come and when you finally call me home.
I don't know. This is sort of a hodgepodge of something. I don't even know if I like it. My heart feels weird now, having written it.