You straighten my weakness inside.
You color the empty heart.

Your face is my hopes that I can start working again.
Your eyes is my dreams that I started to plan again.

My smiling rose
My spring, my joy, my sun
My river of wine, my heaven
My life, my being, my world
My sun of beauties
My friend, my secret, my jewel
My musk, my amber, my treasure, my love, my shining moon

You don't know how you changed my sad and dark heart into the world of happy and gave life and light.

You opened my heart and I let you in
You don't know how joy I am to see your eyes and your face
You don't know how you brightened my darkness

You woke up my sleeping heart
because of you I don't want to wake up again
if I lose you too I want to go back to sleep

You entered my dark and sick heart
in my feelings it seems like you are a sun
that is blazing with light
and I feel good to feel the warmth of your love
But if you are gone
it seems like everything has disappeared
like a storm
everything is destroyed
by the whip of feelings that
If love is too much it can separate us

Too much love is almost sacrifice my life.
I loved you so much that I would die loving you so much.

It would be better for me to die than to lose you
But to sacrifice my tears and sadness without you than to hurt you so much
Caused I can't be with you.

I love you but I choose to live.

How long will I wait
When will I see your eyes and smiles again
When will I see your light again

The light you brought to my life I will never see in anyone else because it is only from you
that I inherited this light in my mind and heart.

It’s happy today because your light is there
but tomorrow you'll leave me again
I'll cry again in the dark
I don't want to cry anymore
I'm tired of being sad
How can I be happy without you
You are the light and my sun.


******


"𝔸𝕟𝕘 𝔸𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝔸𝕣𝕒𝕨"

Itinutuwid mo ang aking kahinaan sa loob.
Kinulayan mo ang walang laman na puso.

Ang iyong mukha ang aking pag-asa na muli kong inspirasyon
Natagpuan ko sa iyong mga mata ang aking mga pangarap na muli kong sinimulan na mag Plano.

Ikaw ang nakangiti kong rosas
Ang Aking tagsibol,
aking kagalakan,
Ang aking araw
Ang Aking ilog ng alak,
aking langit
Ang aking buhay,
ang aking pagkamulat,
ang aking mundo
Ang aking araw ng mga kagandahan,
Ikaw ang kaibigan ko
Ang sikreto ko,
Ang hiyas ko
Ang mukha ng kinang ko
Ang kayamanan ko,
Ang mahal ko,
Ang bituin ng buwan sa lahat ng dilim

Hindi mo alam kung pano mo pinaligaya ang puso ko at binigyan ng buhay at liwanag ang malungkot at madilim kong mundo.

Binuksan mo ang puso ko
nagpapasok ako
Hindi mo alam kung gano ako kasaya ng makita ang mga mata mo
Ang image mo ang aking inspiration
Hindi mo alam kung pano mo niliwanagan ang aking kadiliman

Ginising mo ang natutulog kong puso
dahil sayo ayaw ko ng magising pa

kung mawawala ka rin pala sa akin gusto ko nalang bumalik ulit sa pag kakatulog

Pinasok mo ang madilim at may sakit kong puso
sa aking damdamin tila isa kang araw na nagliliyab sa liwanag
Ang sarap damhin ang init ng iyong pagmamahal
Ngunit kung mawawala ka
parang naglaho ang lahat
na tila ba naging isang bagyo ang lahat
nasira sa hagupit ng damdamin
na sobra kung magmahal na makakapag hiwalay sa atin

Sobra kung magmahal na halos ialay ang aking buhay.
Sobra kitang minahal na ikakamamatay ko ng labis na pag ibig ko sayo.

Mas mabuti pang mamatay kaysa mawala ka
nag sasakripisyo ako sa aking mga luha at lungkot na wala ka kaysa ang masaktan kita ng labis dahil hindi kita makasama.

Mahal kita pero pipiliin ko rin ang sarili.

Hanggang kailan ako maghihintay
Kailan ko ulit masisilayan ang iyong mga mata at mga ngiti
Kailan ko ba ulit makikita ang iyong liwanag
Ang liwanag na dala mo sa buhay ko hindi ko na makikita pa sa iba
dahil sayo lang ito namanang liwanag sa isip at puso ko.

Masaya nga ngayon dahil nanjan ang liwanag mo
pero bukas lilisanin mo na ulit ako
Paluluhain nanaman ako sa dilim
Ayaw ko ng umiyak
Napapagod na ako maging malungkot
Pano ba maging masaya na wala ka
Ikaw ang liwanag at ang aking araw.

Ik voel me leeg en alleen
Maar als ik jou zie
Draait m’n hart overuren
Je stem geeft me kippenvel
En je blik betovert me

Helemaal van ****
Snak ik naar adem
Opnieuw en opnieuw
Hopend op meer

Als je dicht bij me bent
Schijnt de zon
Maar mijn dagen zijn donker
En mijn nachten maar kort
En als de zon buiten opkomt
Gaat de mijne telkens weer onder

My brightest light Louie,
I may not be the best version of me
However
i am on my way to becoming a better person
you taught me a lot of things
you may never know
your soul imprinted
you are my shadow
My sun, my hope and my light.
you let me be reborn again
finding the right path
you made me learn to feel the word jealous
jealous of everything
nature that sorrounds you
people that made you who you are now
things that made and makes you giggles
The warmth and glow you spread to your sorroundings.
The echoes of your voice that send thousandfold of melody to everyone’s heart.

we drifted so much
i lost the battle
but my connection to your memories
still intact
it seeps to my core

i am winning the rage of seas and darkness
i finally found the contenment of light
it shown me the real figure of hardship
the true meaning of faith and serendipity
The symbol of love that envelopes the human capacity

i have gained true friendship and learnt new hobbies
im continously improving my personality and character
im pursuing the passion of my heart what God has offered me
i learnt to be more mindful and responsible human being
Waiting made me more resilient
Patience brought me a lot of good vibes
God embraced me for who i am
And  recieved comfort and plenty of positive vibrants
until the day im brave enough to stand infront of you
i will be better
i will be full of life
So you will be proud of me
even though i’m nothing to you.

i thought love was undesirable weakness
a cancer that grows inside me.
Made me vulnerable and brought abomination
as darkness and loneliness reeks to my soul
A depriviation of human development
as gravity of negativity pulls me down

But then
I finally understood the meaning of true love
Love filled my life with joy and peace.
Happiness, hope, contentment and serenity
Even though it fail me
Love became my strenght
Because love is what binds people
It builds a character to pursue and become better
To accept what was and what is and what ifs
To fight and battle within yourself
To know and to seek
To gain more clarity when whirlwind strikes
Above all
To recieve abundant, plentiful grace and forgiveness
From the one and only powerful, merciful, kind and loving Almighty God

He is the reason why i am living
He is the core of my existence
He blessed me with all things that sorrounds me
He gives me hope
He provides me food and shelter
He lead me to where i should be
He let me feel all the emotions that i must need
He is generous for allowing me to learn what was/is right and wrong
He forgave me and will always forgive.
He healed me and will continue to heal my soul.
My human being
He taught me a lot of things in this world
And for that i am lucky
That he let me experienced all the troubles and beauty from the past.
I may not know what the future and his plan for me
i am happy that he led me to you
To know you
To need you
To love you
To experience your warmth
Thats why thank you Louie for the love, hope, my light, my sun, guidance, patience and care you had brought to me
Coz if not
And it never happened
until now for sure
I will still be looking for your version
My dearest louie that brought so much ripples in my life.
I am forever grateful to you and to God.
These are all perfectly reasons why i love you to the fullest.
Thank you for being a blessing to me.
I pray to God to protect your world and guide you through tough times.
To bless and empowered you.
To let you know that you are enough to him because you are more than special to him.
To contionously shower you with grace, protection and so much love.

Grateful with so much love,  
Tres20

You are the sun
You shine brilliantly
And steal the gaze of everyone on this Earth

You give warmth, you allow beauty to be beholded
And are a beauty to behold in yourself

You, the sun, are the center of our universe,
Gravitating everything towards you

But you burn my eyes.
Your light and goodness glares into them
Blinding me at times

I attempt to wear shades, I attempt
I attempt to look away

But as soon as I do you’re reflected in a window
Your light, the sun’s light, pierces my gaze, Burning my eyes.

And yes, you are the center of our universe, my universe
But why is that a good thing?

You, the sun, get to shine and share your brilliance,
You get to make people happy

All people, except for me
I stand, with your light shining in my eyes, burning them
Blinding them, making it impossible to see anything else
Making me love the darkness of the nights.
The nights where I steal your glory temporarily as a star.
No one may notice, and no one may stay to watch,
But those nights are glorious, allowing me to glow bright, something you, the sun, taught me to do

But you soon rise from the other side of the Earth
Covering my light once again.

Did you know that stars never really disappear, you just can’t see them because of the sun?
I did.