i am attracted to toxicity
in the same why a moth is to a flame
toxic friendships keep me on my toes
take take take take
everything i am
take all of the meat and leave nothing but bones
toxic thoughts fill my brain
ultimately destroying every brain cell
because they act like nuclear bombs do when they decimate
toxic lovers, toxic love
the sin i cannot cleanse myself of
the flame the moth will always fly to
because its irresistible flicker always look different
it's unlike all the others, just like all toxic lovers
oh the pain that ensues
keeps my body cold for days
which you wouldn't expect from a moth who was scorched by a flame