I just found myself writing these words with joy
I can't contain myself, these feelings are strong
So I'm trying to form my memories with you
into a beautiful rhymes like you

Hello my sunshine,
I want to confess my love.
Can you feel my heart loudly beating?
I can't help it, my face is blushing.

People want to be in that spotlight
but for me, under your light is enough.
You are the sun that shines on me
The light I need for me to bloom.

I may still fear the thought of the night
that are often leads to a bad dream
but I can look forward to tomorrow
You'll make an end to this darkness
You'll cast away those shadows
that had been haunting me all along.

I can endure and wait for the time
Until that time the whole world become clear
and the cold breeze become warm
Through you I can see that beautiful blue sky
You make me shine beautifully
that's why I love you, my sunshine

Writer's block......****!!!
I hate it when I'm stuck
I'm constantly in a fight
with the words I'm attempting to write
it's hard to explain
the words are all there in my brain
it sounds great inside my head
but on my paper still nothing is said
I'm in a war with what I've wrote
&  it's far from legible, even worse than a doctors note
Wasted ink & crossed out lines clutter my pages
& I'm only in the beginning stages
all my writing looks like this until it's done
Sloppy is way more fun
neatness is unheard of by those who write an awful lot
The top of their concerns it is definitely not!
so when something just needs to be replaced
scribbles & scratches & now the old is erased
must be just right practically flawless, after all it is my insides revealing
& to the world I'm expressing all that I'm feeling
writing is my way to release
Keeping my mind, body, & soul at peace
temporarily escaping from reality
To clear & free my mentality
free of judgement I'm able to openly express
any & everything that may be causing me stress
you need to recognize it, take care of it, & set it FREE!!
You will feel better when you move on & let it be
there's no time to sit & reflect on it while you dwell
you're not a ******* hermit crab who refuses to leave his shell!!
by now the hours have passed on the clock
I finally got rid of my writer's block
As sunlight greets me through my
window
remaining raindrops create a little rainbow
I knew it then
That I ******* did it again!!
My **** sleep been forgotten
Surprisingly this happens quite often
So as I watch the morning sky get brighter & brighter
I have not a single doubt that I'll forever be a late night writer
It's something I could never quit
Without my notebooks and pens my life I couldn't imagine it!