I have a black heart,
Not just for the sake of art,
But because I am healthy.
My HB is around 15,
Not just for maintaining,
But 'cause I eat healthy.
My weight 6 weeks ago,
Not more than 74.600 kilo,
But I wanted to reduce it.
Some memories don't let me be,
I started skipping meals & jogging,
'Cause I wanted to reduce weight.
Her I wanted to inspire,
That nothing is impossible,
And impossible is nothing.
I lost more than 10 kilograms,
But not that I am ill-fed,
Not ate more than required.
I achieved the feat in 6 weeks,
But just for proving myself,
Not 'cause I don't want to live.
But Death has other plans for me,
Not enthusiastic for taking me along,
I live in the onomatopoeia of time.
Tic toc. Tic toc. Tic toc. Tic.
Time, you have been tipped,
I won't again get slipped,
I want to get ripped.
According to acceptable Smart BMI (SBMI) levels he minimum desired weight for my 176 cms height is 58.6 kg and the maximum desired weight for my height is 83.4 kg.
But I want to further reduce my weight by running more and eating less.
I will reduce until I am content.
At least my body fat ditching me won't break my heart like the little one did.
I am unable to move on beyond her memories.
So I am trying to starve myself to certain death someday.
Her memory is my alibis for such extreme weight loss.
Soon, my M.Tech will be over and I will get 1 more year to prepare for a PhD entrance exam.
I will strive for getting my muscles ripped in the time being while studying and preparing for the next year's PhD entrance exam.
I have complete faith in myself now.
I now know that I can do anything which I have determined so strongly.
My weight loss of 11 kgs in 6 weeks with no stretch marks has taught me that yes, I can.
My HP Poem #1629
©Atul Kaushal
