Stand up
Fall down
Hit the pavement hard

Conscience empty
Shattered feelings
Black stained and scarred

Bar gripped
Malevolence gone
Trip wire sad

Crossed line
Gender home
Mental anquish mad

The thing is
falling seems to imply
something accidental,
something unexpected--
I didn't fall in love,
I ran head first, with the
intention that this would hurt less
than a brick wall.

It hurt a little more than that.

Is this a Fantasy...land.
I don't think I know where I am,
Then again...who really knows.

Where are we?
Where am I?
Feels like the door is open and I can walk out of my soul..
Seems like the only wisdom and security is where ever your spirit goes...
Looks like I'm never going back to who was cause my feet is subject to right.. I ... Love ... You.

But if I was being real Is this a Fantasy...land.
I don't think I know where I am,
Then again...who really knows?

Hold the key to my life unlock what I need more then what I know, closed gently those things that I run to when things become wrong.. If I thought bout it ...

"Your my key lead the way to what is you, lead me home".




Amen