When I ask for all of someone
I want them in their entirety
From their thoughts to their skin
To every bit of the world they see.
I'm not asking for the most you've given
To anyone before.
I'm asking for every second you've lived in.
When I count someone as my own
They mean more than every person
They mean the moon, the stars, the air I breathe
They mean all of the love I have to give, and then some.
I reach out for friendship and receive family
I'm not loyal for them
I'm loyal for what they mean to me.
When I've chosen to be close to someone
I've chosen to take on their every burden
Whether big or small or morally corrupt
I'll shoulder the weight of it for them.
I'm not asking them to bind to me
Something so trivial has no appeal
I'm asking for their entirety.
remembering topics I talked to my psychiatrist about (and failed to explain correctly)
More thanks to V for helping me correct the last stanza :)