A year as past
I should be delighted
I should feel peaceful
that a new year has begun
and a chance to restart
and to tell yourself that
“This year is my year”
But I feel stuck
like nothing happened at all
like i am still where i was
no romance
no dates
no boyfriend
no fate
I know life is more than romance
More than finding the one
Nevertheless i feel alone
I see couples everywhere
Happy, in love and content
i am happy, not in love
and yet i am not fulfilled
Furthermore i wonder what it feels like
having that speciel someone
having romance
Falling asleep and waking up
with a loved one next to you
Intertwining fingers
Kisses on the forehead
Arms wrapped around the waist
All the things i have never had
Once it was close
so close that my heart tumbled
I thought for a while that this was it
This was what i had been waiting for
I was wrong oh how i was wrong
So now i’m left with an aching heart
who longs for more