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l o n e l y Dec 2018
ill get through this without you
by myself, i can do the things we used to do
blink by blink, ill change my view
drop by drop, i repaint myself after you made me blue
helps me get through this without you
l o n e l y Dec 2018
Why did I do this?
I sit and ponder.
In this life, I can't help but wonder.
Why did I do this?
I look out the window, seeing rain and thunder.
Why did I do this?
Unworthy of the roof I'm under.
i am a teenage drama queen
l o n e l y Dec 2018
you tell me theres things money cant buy
and thats right,
but can you tell me it isn't a delight,
to be surrounded by all the things you like?

and aah
usually i'm empty
usually i want things to end
the stupid little things i buy are the
things that prevent me
from feeling that way again

things that feel?
things that are real?
things with a heart that you can steal?
things with hidden motives they conceal?
i don't see the appeal
it's not my ideal
you dont want me, do you?
l o n e l y Dec 2018
How can one attain
The sheer beauty that flows through your veins
The speckles of perfection found within your brain
The blessing everything you touch gains
The mere thought of your allure drives me insane
You've robbed me of my heart, in comparison everyone else is plain

My darling on my mind every day of the week
Show me the inside of your mind, give me a peek
Your thoughts, your eyes, your secrets, all unique
You're the one thing I seek
Giving color to my life, once bleak
My heart stopped the first time I heard you speak

This world is yours, in your hands
All the water, all the sand
All the people residing on the worlds land
All simply your knights, at your command
Giving us hope, the only one who understands
l o n e l y Dec 2018
i knew it was coming
the moment you begun
i knew you were about to tell me
that this was done
i knew this
yet i was stunned
despite our differences
i still thought you were the one
but i realize i was the only one
who thought that

it cuts through me
again and again
it bleeds out
and it doesnt help

now i dont know what to say
i hope this isnt the place im going to stay
but either way
i know some day
the end will come, the same
and i can tab out of this game
your blood tastes so sweet, like sugar baby
l o n e l y Dec 2018
i miss you marceline
a girl of the night,
a vampire, sharp teeth shining white
though the biggest fright
you gave me was when you left my sight
i spent so long waiting for you to come back and make it alright
its been so long, im almost used to being on my own, but not quite
i think of everything when im driving not knowing where i'm going
l o n e l y Dec 2018
A feeling that usually comes to me at night
Disappears in the morning along with the light
I'm alone and I think about how you're no longer in my sight
Remember when things were all alright?
Remember the words we used to write?
My memories come back in black and white

I know I need to let go
But doing that, I've been so slow
I can only pray that some day I will, though

But that's something I can't know for sure
Maybe my wounds will never be cured

To all the feelings that overflow
The years we spent together, we let things grow
Your warm brown eyes seemed to glow

I can't take things back
Everything is now off track
Things were fragile, things got cracked

If I had known that day
Would make everything turn out this way
You know I would change every word I would say
You know I wouldn't ever want to lead us astray
I didn't know how much my words would weigh

Now, I have so many words on my mind
All for you, all one of a kind
Now I can just hope you're out there, doing fine
My wishes are something the angels have declined
Never again will the stars align
I'm sorry I was so unkind

Loving you was worth a try
Now we let everything die
But we're in the same world, looking at the same sky
I'm sorry, my dear, goodbye
having held it in my open hands
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