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25/02/2022

I read my old written works I don't know why;
as I'm reading some of it waterworks also in my eye;


26/02/2022 5:22 am

I'll try to write a little more before I go to sleep;
Cause I know at times I forget, promises I can't keep;
On the deep dark I go back and forth;
and made me think is it really worth it;

but the beautiful side of it that I see;
I realize there are people still helping me;
despite how many times I failed them;
doing my selfish ways over and again;

When I'm so foolish that I can't see;
and making everyone my enemy;
when I act like that please just ignore me;
It's just my stupidity as you can see;

You don't have or have a clue;
but at times many times I see God in you;
especially at moments I am lost and me you find;
you still accept me carry me, guide me, truly for me you are kind.

I blind myself that's why I can't see clearly;
I'll continue later on, writing this, seem to be like a diary;
I'll now try to get some good well rest;
Cause later on temptations come I'll be on the test.

26/02/2022 11:23 am

I did not get enough rest a deep long sleep:
but for me and mom ate our breakfast;
then as I watch the current news it almost makes me weep;
but I hold back my tears so fast how long will these horrors last;

I thought I already become so numb no more emotion;
to the one who hears, let us have peace whatever is your intention;
for what is happening globally just brings tears to my eye;
I don't want to cry but it just happen I don't know why;

Seeing families separated from each other;
now little I realize to cherish my mom more when we are together;
wife, young sons, daughter, children say see you later;
A father, a  brother will go to war hope things will still be better;

to whom it may concern whatever is your intention does it really matter;
to dance in this senseless war and slaughter a brother, a father;
a fellow human being, I thought I'm the only one blind here not seeing;
If this is the music of war we are hearing I hope no one is singing;

I may not know you and where you're coming from;
and what you have experienced and what will you become;
please if you have the voice the power, the authority;
for the good of all humanity please just end this savagery;

I know it is hard to stop things we usually do;
but in the end, we just regret it before we knew;
I knew this by experience even myself I abuse;
but in the end, it haunted me as I see what I have lose;

though things were so dark we still got a chance, a time to talk;
the dance will be smooth like in the park we just walk;
If a tyrant becomes a saint surely in this world he/she will leave a mark;
I believe there is still goodness in everyone even if all see them so dark;

Even how savage it is a man has done;
Or whatever he has become,
deep within my heart, I know the Almighty good Lord can still forgive,
seeing myself despite my lapses I still breathe and live;

For now, I'll just write until here and hope there will be no more fear;
I need time to rest and reflect to see things more clear;
to the one who reads this I hope your heart can hear;
each and everyone in this world has someone in their heart so close so near;

26/02/2022  2:55 pm

I and mom already finished our lunch together earlier;
dear oh Lord please heal my mom for today this is my prayer;
temptations truly come, I rattle, I need to face my own battles;
I need your strength oh! God for without You I'm a sheep a lost cattle;

It seems everything I do seems not enough;
deep inside I'm hurting but outside I just act tough;
When I try to laugh actually inside my heart I cry;
there is something missing I know not why;

Tomorrow is Sunday know not if I'll go to church and pray;
just guide me oh! Lord every step of the way day by day;
cause if I'll do my selfish ways I'll be lost again;
like a chick without his/her mother a loving hen, a writer without a pen.


26/02/2022  7:46 pm

Just a little while just now my mom spoke to me her last will;
why utter such words I believe in the Lord can heal, you could live still;
Lord my God almighty One to me many You have given;
I have no right to argue if what I cherish will be taken;

If this is a test for You oh! Lord, I still remain;
I'll do everything I can even to endure this pain;
I can only blame myself not You oh! Lord my God;
You already showered me your blessings and your bottomless love;

No time now to grumble;
I know Lord You let things happen and things I can handle
before the light of the candle fades out;
Now, Lord, I believe in You no more doubts;

27/02/2022 5:26 pm

I'm now getting ready I'll go to church and will see what will happen;
oh! Lord, I hope our relationship will be deepened;
thank you for the earlier morning you brought people in this humble home;
It helped me do some tasks for today now I know I'm not alone;

I'm really a blind sheep without you my God;
Please shower me more with your everlasting Love;
I miss the overflowing grace you shower and give;
teach me once more Your ways for the remaining days I live;

27/02/2022 7:31 pm

Now back from church, I was late already in the middle of it;
did not hear the priest's sermon but the songs of the choir really hit
me hard; it penetrated my heart, it really hit me hard;
especially that song that we need to help and feed those who starved;

Every time the choir starts to sing it makes me start to weep;
but I firmly hold back my falling tears,
does this mean our relationship oh! Lord will go deep;
Only with Your guidance oh! Lord, I leave all my fears;

Forgive me oh! Lord, I'm so emotional easy to cry;
but also forgive me if sometimes my eyes run dry;
I only experience shed never-ending tears twice;
It was with You oh! Lord and that someone who sings so nice;

Tears weeping that even I wash my face and wipe it out;
It still showers and rains so hard never it drought;
For you oh! Lord inside my heart I shout for joy and cry;
But I also experience it to someone near to my heart I know not why;

For today oh! Lord the day is done and night appears;
hope when the sun rises up the violence of wars disappears;
whatever is your wisdom and will oh! Lord, I will not question it;
whatever happens good or bad I promise and try I will not quit;

You oh! Lord has already given me so much good things;
now whatever life will give me I'll take it anything it brings;
may it be storm or sunshine, a cloudy day or a rainbow;
may it be as hot as the desert or as cold as snow;

for I am lowly and in your presence nothing I have known;
but with your unfathomable wisdom slowly I have grown;
teach me Your ways oh! Lord guide these feet of mine;
for I know in your presence oh! Lord everything will be fine;

I'm not worthy to receive you Oh! Lord, please help my soul be healed;
I beg you dwell upon me let my body set your Spirit to be filled;
make me oh! Lord Your living holy temple for you I beg and call;
for without your presence oh! Lord, I know once again I'll fall;

Like that time you showered me with Your overflowing grace;
I would never forget that time until the end of days;
That time I was so ecstatic I want to shout and cry;
that time everything I see makes me so happy I know not the reason why;

Thank you Oh! Lord for my mom still lives here with me;
thank you for giving me a family now slowly I can see;
how great is Your love oh! Lord that I can't fully understand;
just guide me in every step I take whatever is your master plan so grand.

Once again oh! Lord my God can I call you my Father;
and let all the people on this world be my sister or my brother;
I wast lost so many times but forgiveness you have give;
I know that it is true cause until now  I still breathe and live;

For now oh! Lord, I'll just write until here it's near the end of the month;
for the coming days oh! Lord help me guide me Love is what we'll plant;
I know I'm weak and is always lost that's why I need you, my Father;
I pray for the better that the world has its peace and everyone will be together;

Please Our Father help us not lose hope;
for with Your guidance everything, we can cope;
We your children are asking for Your help;
I have no shame in asking this for Your love is what I felt;

I am who I am because of the one who created me;
Everything I have, everything of who I am and everything I see;
My mind, my hands my talents and all;
Comes from my Father Our Almighty creator without him I am nothing I will fall;

I am just a mortal man and one day this body of mine will die;
This letter is for all the rulers of the world who let the planet and the people cry;

If we use our eyes we see too much violence and disaster all over around;
Will we wait for the full vengeance of our Almighty Father if he speak with his sound;

Rulers of the world you are entrusted with power like a father to your own country your home;
Who do you think put you on your throne? you have people living there your'e not alone;

If you are the father of your land do you even consider the people there your family;
Do you listen to what they have to say or stir up problems and make some enemy?
If you will just make some enemy you will face an enemy our one creator our one true Father;
Will you test the patience of our one creator our Father I ask all the rulers of the world in this letter;

Whoever you are whatever you do when the time comes there will be a judgement for you;
If we hear and see the people around the world now are so busy in what they do;
With all sincerity in your heart can you swear for whom do you do what you do?

For whose glory do you spend your time;
What is the treasure in your heart I ask you in this rhyme;
To whom do you run if you can't handle what you face now?
Are you so powerful you can't even sincerly bend down and bow;
What you have, what you are now where does it come from;
You have your kingdom there now do you think if the time comes it will not be done?
My Father, our Father one true creator his kingdom will come;

A kingdom filled with love and prosperity for all who truly love him;
For all the rulers don't wait for the wrath and vengeance then face the reaper the grim;
Listen with the ears of your heart even how hard it is;
I ask you with all  willingness settle things peacefully with all respect please; 🙏

8/29/2022

Last time I write I was truly on a messy state;
Inside of me, I was carrying unnecessary hate;
Hope it's not too late, feeling much better than before;
Just needed to be in a good vibes and fix my inner core;

Last time I isolated myself to almost everyone and all;
Now even I don't call persons, they come visit me, I feel no longer lonely or small;
In such a way they help me stand to face everyday life and no longer be lazy;
I thank You God/ our Father, Creator of all, you did not abandon me to get fully crazy;

It was not easy for me and you but inside of me I truly thank you;
Even still now, at times I fight my inner demons;
Times now are truly changing just like the seasons;
Many lessons I learned in my life experience;
Ups and downs, relax, lax and immensely tense;

Now I get myself busy at what calling at that moment I needed to do;
I know I still need to do much more better
to reach my dream of few;
Father our creator just guide me each and every moment;
Help my inner being be at peace, and also the world, in my heart I know it is meant;

I know in a state of hell I went and I did not like it;
My anger, rage, hate and my inner garbage baggage I need to quit;
It was a destructive heat burning inside of me and like a stormy rain I was so cold;
I was insensitive of others around, I needed to learn and grow as I'm getting old;

Many stories we read and heard and had been told;
But now we experience the story of the world , the story of you me all of us slowly unfold;
At this moment we're on the age of technology we know what is happening all around;
Almost everywhere bad vibes, negativity is there, but peace inside of our very self is not impossible to be found;

Yes I, you, we at times are lost in our journey to our life's story;
We are not at all so perfect many falls we can make and face days so stormy;
But our story is still not finished we're still not at the end;
Great things such us a peaceful home we can all live if we all hold our hands and be not afraid to lend;

At that moment I was on a state of hell I did not run to my master;
Now little I realize, I just need to be near to our Creator our common Father;
If there is one true war I need to fight it is the war of my inner me;
Cause everything will be peaceful even the world itself if we all be at peace inside ourselves as we can see;

Yes I know I'm no perfect being each and every moment I'm learning, growing, trying;
Moments I'm down lonely and crying;
Demons, negativity inside of me I'm fighting;
Maybe I hurt someone anyone without knowing;
What happened yesterday we can no longer rewrite;
But we can learn from it, and face tomorrow and our inner demons, negativity we can fight;

I need to be honest now, even it will bring me to hell,
I feel guilty, I am guilty of many things, in detail I will not tell,
I stolen and wasted so much money, resources, relationships and many more,
I need to be honest, I surrender jail me, **** me it's better, can't stand this guilt anymore,

I have the right to remain silent but I choose not,
Have mercy just jail me, I have friends there a lot, I did not forgot,
From my heart I say this I'm sorry but you don't have to forgive me,
I need to face my sentence I'll accept it wholeheartedly,

Forgive my words or how I speak I don't know if I'm insensitive,
I ask again for forgiveness but I don't deserve it, you don't need to forgive,
Maybe this is my last written work I'm afraid now what to say,
Cause I'm lost in my direction, I'm lost in my way, maybe I'll mess it up anyway,

I know many try to help me but I'm too late to see,
Now I realize I was full of myself acting high and mighty,
I need to be honest, I need to face my sentence, I feel afraid also, give me a little mercy,
I act high and mighty, but in reality I'm just full of self pity,

I need to be honest, need now to face TRUTH and reality,
To the Guru my guru who teach me many wisdom forgive me, I wasted it all,
To the woman far away in love may it be childish or not I really fall,
I'm sorry, don't need to forgive me, or have pity,

You can make me your slave or your puppet, if in that way I can repay,
Cause many times many of YOU helped me but I still betray,
Forgive me I can only express in writting here,
Cause if we meet in person I know in YOU I fear,

Yes I have experience lost, sadness, and suffering but I have no excuse,
Love, happiness, friendship was there also but I wasted it, I abuse,
I'm just here waiting don't know what to say or do,
I need to be honest and live or die to be true.

We're all at this point we can take a note;
one same boat Earth in an ocean of space it floats;
Discovery Science & technology swiftly growth;
positivity or negativity it can offer us both.

One little two little three,
time is moving for all of us you and me,
Twinkle twinkle little stars;
Where we are now so far?

Blah Blah black sheep,
Do we have more planets to live and keep?
Jack be nimble Jack be quick,
Titanic sinks Mother Earth is weak and sick.

It aches my toes my knees my shoulder my head;
say's Mother Earth shed her tears as she slowly bled.
Humpy dumb me sat on the wall;
a call for all or else we all fall.

Knock the door one two three four;
can we live in a paradise once more?
Five six seven eight,
will we wait before it's too late?

Tik Tok time moves unceasingly nine ten eleven;
a right mind chooses to live in a world like heaven.
Twelve the last digit on the clock keeps ticking for us all;
call the flock a rock can sink or let it move and roll.

Appear disappear don't be eaten by your fear;
altogether we can make it you may be far or near.
It's all clear we're all in one ship sailing this one trip;
put all our hands with a grip Mother Earth will cease to weep.

What a wonderful day to breathe upon the earth,
We're now aware there is a moment for death and birth.
The time is not ticking if you notice this,
But our very precious kicking life is.

Every second life is ticking passing away,
Is it sensible to be happy each and every day?
Don't forget when you wake up if you wake up just smile,
Life is ticking for all of us, make your life worthwhile.

We're here today and maybe gone tomorrow,
Is it time to be joyful and forget about the sorrow?
Everybody is just passing by if you notice this;
Within you, there is a hidden bliss release it, don't resist.

Happiness is a choice so please don't frown;
Despite the circumstance create positivity around.
We all have ups and down if you notice this,
Kindly face it gracefully it's just the way it is.

How treacherous is death when he comes;
He will **** all the air in our lungs.
Sooner or later he will arrive;
Thrive to spend time when we are alive.

Gone in the wind see you no more;
Death had come knocking at your door.
Can't escape even how fast you run;
Your day is done death hunts everyone.

Yet though we've forgotten where we come from,
The closer we get, the happier we become.
Remember when we were born we have none;
There is enough for everyone but have we become numb?

Some say our time is up when our candles melt;
Then lonely to whom is left is what they felt.
Candles melt but it shines so bright;
Death comes like a thief in the night.

Can't fight, can't fight death always win;
Unseen but stays under our skin.
It seems we could never cheat death;
He holds the key to every breath.

Hey, death! Hey, death! Why do you come?
From time to time you steal from some.
You are the one we want to overcome;
But in the end, you always won.

None not even one escapes from you;
We run we hide but you always knew.
So few, so few want to be with you;
You leave no clue when our time is due.

True so true you are only there;
As the wind blew you flew in the air.
Unfair for us that always care;
You share the burden we couldn't bear.

Unaware where we will meet;
Bittersweet the way you greet.
Beat heartbeat it pumps so fast;
If it ceases! Dust to dust we wouldn't last.

We trust, We trust to you mankind;
take care of our land if you wouldn't mind.
It's time to be sensible that would kind;
Negativity could blind you drop it behind.

If there is nothing  best when you say;
Kindly not destroy everyone's whole new day.
Could we not waste the You and I;
Can we respect each other as we try?

There are greater things in life in plain view but still unknown;
But sometimes when it hits you, you tremble on your bone.
There are things in life our hearts could understand but the mind and mouth can't say;
Beyond any words can express the happiness that stays
forever and a day.

Make us humble when we are so proud;
Take away our grumble when we're so loud.
As we face the cold cloudy storm;
Embrace us hold us tight and warm.

Yes, we’re lost in confusion, all the illusion, delusion,
our life in transfusion, but where's the conversion?
It's like a cosmic explosion, and we're in seclusion,
is death our conclusion? have a positive emotion.

Be a part of the solution, not the problem;
In what so ever circumstance just try to solve them.
Complaining will do nothing if you notice this;
Even the world is fixing itself, it's just the way it is.

I reminisce as I write you this;
A simple letter sealed with a kiss.
Sincere regards I'm just no one;
I fear my words are already done.

I went above the roof of my so-called humble home;
Don't think I'm feeling lonely just because I'm alone;
My older brother is present maybe he is fast asleep;
Even my friends and loved ones have dark secrets they hide and keep;

I don't mind I have done much worst than you can think of;
Honestly, it doesn't bother me, there are many crucial problems we need to solve;
If we keep our eyes closed then yes we can smile, laugh drowning ourselves in ecstasy with bliss;
That is fine with me if everyone can do it, but if we see what is truly happening around us and we have a beating heart, tears in our very eyes would not cease;

If I just want to do what I wanted I would love to be with the girl, the woman who saved me, maybe hopefully I honestly love;
But If horrible war and all the crazy things around the world are still going on, what's the sense of everything I'll do, please enlighten me those who hear me from above, all your blessings I'll grab;

If I'll inspire the younger generation will it work?
I have already made many unacceptable things I'm worst than a ****;
If I do good or bad in the standard of this world could it make everyone happy and smile?
I lived in the City of smiles, but can every people be truly happy in facing life's trials?

All the ugly, disgusting things I've done whatever they are I don't deny it;
Some of it makes me stupid, a good-for-nothing fool any word you're hungry to add, no good all bad,
and at times makes me lose hope and end the very life I have;
but no I'll embrace every experience I have and endure all the aftermath and still fight, I'll never quit;

Honestly, I'm tired of pleasing people, but deep inside I want to please that girl/woman who saved me;
And most of all the one who gave me my life the one who created me;
Other people call the Father I know God or whatever any other name for the source of all creation;
So if it's fine for you, whoever reading this let me call the one who created me, my Father the one I invoke if I need immense inspiration;

Forgive me if the words I use bother anyone of you;
Yes I know, I have trouble using them, if only you have a clue;
If I'll be true in everything I do and say;
Can every ear and heart handle it? If it's the answer to every problem will you follow each step of the way?

If I'll be a righteous pious zealous man with the grace of our Creator in just one snap overnight;
Would anybody follow me and do the same and leave all the wrongdoings which are unpleasing to every sensible rational being's sight?
Yes, I know every human being have their principles, ideologies whatever philosophy in living;
But in life and death situations you can truly see if what you are looking and standing for is worth dying;

Yes, it's easy to say words, sing songs, write poems, or whatever at this time and age;
But you can only know what is true if your very life is at risk and face your life's unpleasing page;
When I was younger I easily get into a rage and make a reckless decisions;
But now I can just act like I'm angry with good intentions;

Yes at times I get ****** when someone, anyone bothers me;
And at times I get so cold everything vanishes in my sight not a single soul worth for me to see;
At times I wish this world could be a paradise once more;
But at times when I get blinded I wish this world would tremble to its very core;

The things I say may appear so vicious and malicious;
Isn't we human beings capable of that, kindly answer that, and don't be pretentious;
In my experience it is true I could do the worst possible thing I can imagine;
I don't care if you list my name in every sin;

But no I still have hope and dreams for the future of our world and every living being staying in this place we are sharing;
Who the hell I am to make a change in this world, I know one thing in the vastness of creation I am nothing;
That is why I have nothing to gain or to lose;  
I could just do nothing and be safe and wait for my story to end or simply die but now I'll be reckless and say things I bottled up, forgive me if that is what I choose;

I say these things because I see and feel what is happening here and around;
Violence is just around the corner great or small even in our very selves it can be found;
I don't say these things to put anyone down or destroy people's hope;
I just say what is true, but we need to face it and hold on to that redemptive rope;

Many of us want solutions to the problems we encounter may they be great or small;
But when the answers to the problems are facing us, some of us run and roll;
Sorry, I'll say a ***** word influenced by a well-known country;
**** it I'll spend all day writing until I'll run out of words even If I will sound crazy;

Honesty I'm not comfortable using this English language;
I love to speak in my mother tongue or just be silent but I need to do what is needed in our time and age;
Writing this, whatever you may call this would not give me anything;
but who knows it can stir something, make bells ring;

The first concern that comes to my mind is the
extreme weather and war;
Let me think about what will I talk about first
cause both things can leave bitter scars;
Many of us are always in a hurry to go somewhere;
We use and ride vehicles or any transportation that pollutes the air just to mention a few and say yes we still care;

Oh! I want to say the ***** word! but can we be true to ourselves and swear to vanish into existence or simply die?
If we including you and me human beings with our endless activities are the cause of extreme weather conditions please to ourselves don't we lie;
Can we give up the things that contribute to the devastation of our planet our home?
Or settle for a half-*** lukewarm solution and wait for the worst then we all tremble to our very bones;

Let me ask, those who have homes or shelter you frankly love to spend your time staying in every day;
What will you do if a pest or anything is destroying it I ask this nicely anyway;
Likewise our common home our planet called earth do we honestly take care?
Or just open our eyes every time there is a calamity happening anywhere;

Then close our eyes once more when it seems peaceful and calm;
Knowing we're slowly gradually contributing to our world's injury, I don't express this to everyone but maybe some;
I don't know maybe I have already done unimaginable damage to our planet;
If so I'll face any consequences but please let us do the things needed to be done before we all fall and regret;

I don't forget I'm just passing by spending some time in this world of ours;
If I ask forgiveness and do nothing to solve the problems, It's better to die or stay behind bars;
Let's not play dumb, we know we human beings are so intelligent;
Isn't human beings invented things that could destroy our world does that sound excellent?

Let us learn and go back to history what occur to that country Japan;
If that emerges once more, I don't know if we could still have some fun;
Wait I'm not done, why do we follow leaders or rulers who lead us to a pit;
I don't know if I have a leader who is like that the hell with him/her I'll quit;

Why don't those leaders fight their war and leave others be;
Imagine you're peaceful and someone bothers you or me;
They want peace and want to talk it out but they are ready to ****;
What on earth is wrong with our heads, we need to check it out is that the first thing we need to heal?

I have heard enough of myself writing in a foreign language;
With all due respect I'll use another for the next page;
Bato bato sa langit ang ma igo please wag tayo always galit;
Pasensyahi lang ko kung kis-a syado ko ka kulit kag bua-ngit kis-a gani ako yagit;

Ang panit ko medyo nang ***-om sang sulay sa adlaw;
Pero ako man kis-a maka yuhom kag ginagmay maka kadlaw;
May ti-on sang una nga ako daw isa ka patay nga ga balang-balang;
Mayu lang damu nag salbar sa akon, kag ako na banhaw kag daw alang-alang na mag talang;

Pero samtang ga ginhawa pa ako hindi ko ka hambal sang tapos;
Ka nugon sang mga tinaga kung indi mapasaburan kag mapabay-an lang nga gaka pan-os;
Sa tuod lang ka tawhay diri sa gina tiniran ko na panimalay;
Simpli lang ang kabuhi ga biya biyahi e-bike ga dul-ong sang pasahero nga ga sakay;

Sinsilyo ginagmay, biskan ang balay gani indi mani akon;
Salamat sa akon amay kag iloy daw ara lng sila gihapon;
Buenas lang ko sa mga grasya na akon na baton;
biskan wala na gani si nanay ga sulod gyapon iya pensyon;

Para sa SSS kung may sala man ko na himo ari lang ko sa balay kung ako inyo dakpon;
Kay kung mag sulod pa gihapon sa atm pwede ko pana ma gamit sa amon galastuson;
Wala ko kabalo kung inyu na gina hungod;
Bangud gatingala man ko ang grasya wala ga untat sulod;

Kay kung sa inyu layi dibala dapat wala na nga grasya ma sulod tani;
Pero kung sigihon ninyu pasulod ay ka tahum kanami;
Pero ka balo man ako damo na may ma batikos kag ma hisa;
Pasensyahi lang ako batunon ko na ang ihambalon ninyu tuod man gina paguwa sang akon dila;

Daw ka bug-at abi kung ang isa ka tawo may gina tago tago;
Amo ina nga tanan ko nga sala bahala kamo mag sintensya kay ako kadali lang mag ako;
Dumduman ko sang gamay pa ako na mana ko kay tatay nakon and iya hapo;
Medyo hubin pa ko kabalo na man ako kung ma patay ako kung diin ako ma kadto;

Sang gina ataki ako sang asthma daw ma bugto ang ginhawa kag daw ma ubos akon pwersa;
Gina hulat ko ang akon nanay nga ga langoy sa lamesa pero okay lang na siya intindihan ko na;
Natun-an ko sa kabuhi hindi man permi permi ara aton mga abyan biskan pamilya;
Amu ina sang amu to nga ti-on nag tawag ako sa kung sin-o man sa akon nag hurma nag tuga;

Kung lantawon ko gani liwat ang na tabo; akon man to sala nga ako gina hapo;
Sa bisyo ko na sigarilyo kag pahubog na inom;
Na ani ko lang mga bagay na akon gin tanom;

Amu ina mga kabataan indi manami kung inyu ma agyan ang akon na agyan;
Kay kadamo nga dalan ang akon na laktan;
May ara man kasanag kag mga matahum;
May tyempo man nga kala-in kag ka dulom;

Pero salamat sa nag patilaw sang kabuhi sa nag tuga sa akon;
Ako ari paman gasulat buhi pa man sa giyapon;
Pero balik ta sa isturya sang tyempo kag klima;
Kag kung anu anu pa ang gaka tabo isa pagid na ang mga giyera;

Sa tuod lang matyag ko ang kabuhi ko daw ako na hampangan na tripan;
Wala ko kabalo kung tungod sa mga gina sulat sulat ko, ahay ewan;
Sang una mag sulat ko kung ano ano daw wala man may ga sapak;
Pero subong ambot hindi lang ko sure daw hindi ko ka giyo kag ka palak;

Wala ko gani ka balo ngaa amu ini ang na agyan ko na direksyon;
Wala man ko ga riklamo biskan anu subong akon ma dangpan na sitwasyon;
pasalamat lang ko ka tilaw man ko mabuhi nga isa ka tawo;
Nga maka dumdum sang mga memorya kag maka paminsar sang mga bagay-bagay sa
sulod sang akon ulo;

Intindihan ko man ang iban mahambal sagi ka sulat wala mana pulos usik lang na tyempo;
Pasensyahi lang ko kay gamay lang akon kalipayan amu lang ini mahatag ko sa inyu;
Labay man lang akon na pamangkot kung ikaw abi gaan chansa kag ti-on;
Himo-on ka isa ka lider, presidente, prime minister; okon hari na may mansyon anu una mo na obrahon?

Sa mga bagay bagay kag gaka tabo sa aton subong nga panahon;
Kung kis-a gaka lipat kita biskan sa kahoy may pulos man na iya mga dahon;
Biskan ano kapa ka gamay kung kita tanan ga binuligay indi ayhan ina matawhay?
Kung ikaw abi isa ka lider okon amay nami-an kabala nga kita mag inaway-away?

Hindi ko ka intindi ngaa ang mga tawo ga pinatyanay;
Kung amu man lang ni ang bwas damlag sang mga kabataan mayu pa mag tulog na ga tulo ang laway;
Katawhay tani galing kung amu sina daw tinamad na man na daw buhi nga patay;
Dibala sang una kita tanan basi gina kugos man lang sang aton nanay okon tatay kag kung kis-a man mga tupad balay;

Ngaa dapat kung ga dako nata dapat gid bala mag dako man aton mga ulo haw?
Pyerdihon man ta gihapon sang baka kag karabaw may dala pa na sungay ka luoy man galing kis-a sa ila kung sila gina ihaw;
Sabagay ga mahal na man mga balaklon pati mga pagkaon;
Medyo maayo mana siguro ang sustansya sang utan para sa aton;

Kis-a maka hambal kita bay-e dira ang mga gaka tabo wala man ta gaka epiktohan;
Te kung ikaw gaan isa ka blessing para maintindihan mo, ibutang ka sa ma-dulom kag pwerti ka teribli na dalan sang kabuhi para ma inat imo nga paminsaron kag balatyagon kag imo ma intindihan;
Gina pangabay ko lang na imo ma sarangan ang mga leksyon sang kabuhi na tani aton tanan ma tun-an;
Buenas lang mga tawo nga permi lang sa masanag kag manami na dalan ang gina agyan, indi man siguro tanan;

Sa kadamo sang kala-inan nga na himo ko Amay nga nag tuga sa akon pasensyahi kag sintensyahi na lang ako;
Kung may butig kag indi matuod sa akon gina sulat subong maayo pa kilatan mo na lang ako;
Ako nga nag sulat sini isa ka tawo na indi perpekto sa mata sang mga tawo;
Ginoo Amay ko nga nag tuga sang akon ulo, mata, paminsaron, corazon kag ini mga kamot gabayi lang ako;

Sa kada tinaga nga ma sulat ko diri subong tani makabulig hilway sa akon kaugalingon kag balatyagon;
Kay mag abot ang ti-on na kina-hanglan ko ini balikan kag basahon may gabay na ako sa akon distinasyon;
Sa isturya na man sa akon kabuhi ang pahina parti sa gugma romantiko kag relasyon;
Sa edad ko subong na traynta-uno sa gugma
romantiko na aspeto daw bata-bata pa ako wala kabalo kung ano akon himo-on;

May ara ako na luyagan sa isa ka malayo na lugar;
Sa pwerte ka luyag ko sa iya kung kis-a wala ko kabalo kung ano obrahon ko daw indi ako mag andar;
Wala ko kabalo kung ako lang na luyag sa iya kag siya wala man ya sa akon;
Biskan gusto ko na buy-an ang luyag na akon gina dala gabalik man ako sa iya giyapon;

Ka ilinit na balatyagon nga daw ga kurog na corazon kag dughan;
Daw mahibi kung kis-a akon nga mga mata nga daw gal-um kag ga tubod na bagyo kag ulan;
Nga-a amu ini kung ma luyag-luyag ko haw kung maayo ang relasyon grabi ma hatag nga inspirasyon;
Kag kung buy-an ko na kag indi pag ibato ang sa sulod sang akon balatyagon daw delubyo ang dala kag distraksyon;

Paano ko ayhan mapa luyag sa akon ang na luyagan ko;
Tudlo-i ninyu man abi ako ga ayo ako sang sinsiro;
Okon buy-an ko na lang kag indi pag i-pilit sa iya ang kaugalingon ko;
Palihog please prangkaha na lang ako kung wala na ako pag-asa sa imo;

Ka balo man ako damo man mas responsabli nga maka palangga sa imo;
Hambali lang ko kung ano obrahon ko kay indi na ako mag sinabad sa imo;
Pero dako na salamat sa ti-on na gin bangon mo ako sa pag ka dasma nga gapa luya;
Biskan ano akon napanghimo na mga sala ara kaman giyapon naga uyat kag wala nag buya;

Pasensyahi lang akon mga tinaga kung ako daw wala sing huya;
Sa bagay kung sa mata sang mga tawo indi man ta bagay kay ikaw prinsesa ako ya kabalan na dukha;
Mabalik na man ako sulat sa ling-gwahi na hapos para sa imo ma intindihan;
Para ini sa babayi binibini sa malayo na lugar na akon na luyagan;

Not all letters at a post office are meant for everyone to read;
Not everyone in this world can make my heart and head gradually bleed;
For the woman who captured my frozen flaming heart;
From far away you are may you read this with your heart this annoying art;

If I bother you before let me do it once more;
I can't wield this feeling deep inside my core;
A woman whose 1st name starts and ends with A;
This part of this letter is for you, I'm expressing today;

Forgive me if I've been reckless and will be in my actions and words, I write and say;
The way I am now and before can you accept me I ask you in a sincere polite way;
I write this not because I'm angry or happy just trying to keep in touch;
You have made me your slave a prisoner you made me crazy in many good ways I can't say
too much;

I have nothing great to offer you to make you truly happy;
I know millions of others can love you more and you can be;
Honestly, it makes me jealous if you'll be in the arms of someone;
But I have no right to do that for in your life maybe I'm just no one;

If it is God's plan for you and me to be apart in heart be far away;
It's not God's fault or yours but mine cause many times both of you I have dismayed and maybe betrayed;
I have played the game called life and I have no cheat code to win it;
I have times I'm on the straight road and at times fall to a pit but still, I never quit;

Even a writer just can edit and at times unnecessary messages he can delete;
And a witty singer can sing passionately so bitter and at times so deliciously sweet;
You made my heart beat truly beat in a romantic sense;
And at times in your presence I feel intensely tense;

We live in a dense world full of amazing people;
But I wonder in love and madness for you I fall;
I understand and know what I need to do or my Father's/Creator's/God's call my duty to do;
But if I pour my life and my heart into you I don't ask you to do the same I don't want to control you;

Forgive me if I'm madly obsessively falling in love with you;
Correct me if I'm wrong honestly this feeling I have for you I have no clue;
All I know now about me and you without you I'm so blue;
I want to please you in every way at times I can no longer be at ease and be true;

Please tell me what I need to do to capture your heart;
Or just even give me a place there to be a part of, just even a tiny part;
If you can make me your friend honestly for me it's enough;
But if you ask my heart what it truly wants for me it will be rough;

I dream of a future for you and me to be a happy family;
But who I am in your life now I don't know I'm lost I can't see;
Just tell me sincerely if in your life I don't have a chance;
If even a small there is I could leap for joy and madly dance;

But I don't want to manipulate or control you I want you to be free;
To say and do what you want and need truly even if it's not me;
Don't worry I can take it gracefully if you reject me I'll move on;
But the blessings you gave me the hope I'll treasure it and never be gone;

Please don't think if my heart will fall into pieces I'll become a monster;
Don't worry about that God is watching me our Creator the one I call Father;
If I accept the good things in life is it not fair to accept also the little trials;
Sometimes it's also good to shed some tears and cry not every time just laugh and smiles;

I'll do everything within my capability to make this world a paradise;
But without the grace of our creator God, our common Father I'm just a foolish man not wise;
So don't worry to reject me I just want us to be free;
If only I own all the things in this world or a castle for you to be;

If that will make you truly happy how I wish I would be a king;
And make every people our family and we could share a meal a home have fun and you can sing;
I know it may sound crazy and impossible but who I am now I'm happy, a life of simplicity is simple;
One thing I remember my mother wrote a note on a book she gave me, it says always be humble;

I'm afraid to be as powerful and rich as the kings;
It's not a joke to have all that and the possibilities it brings;
One thing I know is that everything I have is temporary;
The things I have, my mind my body, talents, and everything within me;

Only by the test of time, we would know;
If we'll be blessed with old age we can still live and grow;
Forgive me if I did not sound so romantic;
At distant seas we are apart I'm not sure the whereabouts maybe the Pacific and Atlantic;

But deep inside my heart I only wish the best for everyone especially you;
If we're not meant to be for each other I'll accept it but please let us be true;
I write this part of the letter for the woman whose name starts and ends with A;
I wish the best for you and in my heart, you already have a place to stay;

I'll just end here for now but I'm not yet done;
I hope I can hear from you even if in your life maybe you want me gone;
I have nothing to offer you to truly genuinely make you happy;
But if you are already truly happy with your life I will be happy too it resonates with me;

Now, this part of the story is for everyone for a human being who has an open heart;
Can we welcome someone anyone maybe a stranger in a time so dark;
Can we replenish what is missing from someone unknown to us what they lack;
Or just ignore an unpleasant stranger in our hearts we put a block, chain it and lock;

If someone needs something to eat just to survive and be alive are we willing to give;
If a homeless hopeless stranger knocks on our door will we accept them where we live;
If someone or anyone truly essentially needs something a matter of life and death that degree of importance;
Will we give or share and sacrifice what we have even if it hurts or put a lock into our hearts and do nothing but glance;

If every open-hearted people in our world who don't want and need war will unite;
And strive extremely to heal not only our heads but also our planet and disobey those who commands us to do violent actions and senseless fight;
Will we give time or a chance a shot for that matter;
Or just go with the flow and do our day-to-day routine to obtain our bread and butter;

Is it possible for all of us just for a day or a week to have a leave like a worldwide collective vacation;
To stop and cease anything which is harming any living creature/being and let the planet breathe, maybe mother earth is already in a state of suffocation;
Or can we just sit somewhere and be still whatever you may call it prayer or meditation;
I don't know I'm just giving an idea but maybe anyone there somewhere has a better answer for an open-hearted being who is willing in listening and doing the solutions;

We can be open-hearted to listen and do what is truly needed;
I'm no genius I need everyone willing to share their solutions and answers, for now, we are alive but what can we do if we're already dead?
I've become who I am because of my relationship with our creator God or our common Father;
But before I encounter our Creator I knew him through someone in some stories or letters;

I don't know for everyone but in my life experience it was the man called Jesus Christ;
Who let me have a glimpse of the source of all creation which is unexplainably nice;
I do some methods or ways trying hard to follow that man's footsteps and maybe accidentally;
  I have tasted and touched the one called infinite;
If I'll put into words what I've experienced it will be indefinite;

Everything pleasingly beautiful that I have made I can't make any of it just by using my wit;
But for the wrong ways and decisions, I have chosen it was my own will I will not deny it or disown it;
I don't know and will not assume anything about anyone practicing being still;
But one thing I know is we are all created by the same unfathomable Being for me that is real;

In this lifetime of mine I have experienced indescribable things I need not say;
But I thank you our common Father the Creator of all for the chance to live even this very moment and all the nights and days;
By the way, I know people are confused and fight because of what they believe or their religion;
If a person has a sincere conviction on what they know or believe they will have a clear vision;

So if it's the end times we are living in now will it change the way we are because of fear;
And if it is not will we just do anything that pleases us even if we hurt and harm others who are dear;
I won't stop anyone to be fearless but please can we human beings be harmless;
I have no right to say this I know in my life I have hurt and harmed someone I'm that careless;

If only we could open our hearts and not give them a lock;
And fill which have empty and shower them with what they lack;
May it be physically, emotionally, spiritually, or psychologically on any aspect of a human being;
I know things seem so hard but if we have an open mind and heart dark skies and times will be brightly shining;

I know whomever we believe or know the one who Created us all will not abandon us;
For the gifts, we have like talents, knowledge, wisdom, and many more given by our Creator I still have faith in humanity and especially in our common Father God I trust;
I always remind myself in the vastness of creation I'm just a speck of dust;
Even that man of steel in a children's story has a weakness like steel eaten by rust;

So if it's a must to open and stretch our minds and hearts then put away those locks;
For the time is ticking for all of us we better spend it wisely and set our clocks;
Set aside or sacrifice anything that blocks us to reach a common goal;
Then if possible we all communicate, and cooperate for the common good of all;

I wish and dream we can all have an open mind and heart to lift one another;
This is a wish coming from an ordinary child-man who already lost his biological father and mother;
Will it be beautiful before we end our life's stories this world will be so much better;
And the next generation will no longer need to read this lengthy letter;

Insects, worms joyfully live;
Trees, flowers naturally give.
Every other creature, fishes, and birds are free;
Human beings know how to be, now how are we?

Imprisoned in the planets face;
beings called the human race.
Rushed by time, unease by space.
Life went by vanish to waste.

As human beings bit by bit die;
But we could not argue and deny;
Human beings made this planet cry;
To **** every other life for our supply.

The planet's life slowly went dry;
as human beings butchery went by.
Every other creature has a life;
as human beings slice it with their knife.

Plants and animals have a life of their own;
The living planet slowly turns skin and bone.
Human beings have a heart but hard as stone;
We are not alone as earth our home sweet home.

We waste our time to praise and blame each other;
we're not even guilty to the other creatures we ******.
The plants and animals we consume;
To fill our bellies morning, night and noon.

As soon as we realize we are not alone;
On this living planet, we call our home.
There are other creatures has a life of their own.
You can feel it if you melt that heart of stone.

4/8/2020

17/03/2022

Oh, Lord! Let these Lips of mine say thank You;
Challenges I endure, You help me, still, You do;
Troubles come my way I know not a clue;
But Your words still help me through;

Thanks for the persons you send my way;
may you continue on guiding me every day;
Make me strong, patient, honest, and true;
Almighty Father make me  obedient to You;

Times I have joyous laughter, smiles, and weeping tears;
We share that humor and emotions cause You're a God that hears;
Those tears I shed I need not say a thing You already knew what I want;
true things inside my inner heart slowly I realize you already grant;

Oh! Almighty Father may You also hear the cries of other people;
I ask for forgiveness for in our selfish ways we made ourselves *******;
Raise us up Our Loving Father every people in every nation;
Make our hearts not be hardened let them feel some emotion;

Forgive me if at times I lack gentleness in my actions;
Please Our Father let me know Your instructions;
destructions are all over the world is what we see;
Oh! Our Loving Father help all of us please let it be;

Oh! Forgiving merciful Father come to our aid;
forgive us for the unsightly things we've made;
touch our lives and our living hearts;
I believe You're a God who never departs;

Father, in everything that is happening make us humble to learn;
and I beg let Your living Spirit in everyone take home, let it burn;
Let the living flame of Your love be in each one of us;
many of us people, in You almighty Father, put our trust;

Let my head, heart, and hand all of me be of your service;
Many of us long for Your hug, embrace, and Your tender kiss;
Oh! Lord Almighty Father be slow to anger to the human race;
Help us learn to follow Your will and turn away to our unsightly ways;

Our common, one Mother, our provider good Mother Earth;
nourishing us with food, shelter, water, and air since birth.
Thanks, generous Mother Earth for 'Life' this life, our life to live;
Forgive us if we don't share and abuse what you selflessly give.

May you forgive us and still give everyone all that we need;
Indeed you're a compassionate Mother who always bleeds;
just to feed everything and every one morning, night and noon;
Each and every creature and being we'll all commune so soon.

Sorry, Mother Earth if we all fight for your resources;
For our deadly weapons of war and destructive forces;
Sorry if we don't know how to share and give as we live;
Mother Earth we learn from you how to give and to forgive.

Each drop of blood lost in violence and wars are not worth it;
Mother Earth we promise you to have peace in all if you permit;
As we sit and discern we realize wars and violence we need to quit;
our wars for your resources Mother Earth is just everyone's defeat.

Then again thank you so much Mother Earth for the Life you give;
As we live we will imitate how for every one you give and forgive;
All the needed resources Mother Earth that we receive from you;
We will share it for the good of everyone may it be many or few.

'Mother Earth Thank You'
6/10/2020

I was lost in many role-playing games;
Used many unknown names;
And Yes, there were real people, players alive and true like me and you;
We have weapons in those games but the only thing that could hurt there are our words;
I humbly beg for the leaders, fathers of this world can you all kindly put down all your swords?

I don't know if you have also a brother or a child joining in those games of war;
Earlier this happened there was an accident near where I am now a motorcycle sandwiched by two cars;

We see how fragile we are;
Even if we are afar can anyone feel somehow?
For when any child truly cries deep bend and bow;
And leaves everything to the hands of Who knows Who;
I hope the dreams of the pure hearts will come true;

I don't know if truly I can say I love you;
But inside of me I'm happier when someone sings I'll try to fix you;
There was this Carpenter's child I wonder if the father and child spent some time;
For the fathers and leaders of this world, I hope these words don't hurt but fix, For I know I don't own anything even this rhyme, hope you can feel the gentle signs of times;

Birth giver of my breath,
since earth and I met;
Great depth is my debt,
absence of death you let but yet.

How can I a mortal clay repay?
Beyond words can say.
Never passes away,
Older than for ever and a day.

Mysterious is your ways,
To interpret what you convey.
Portray a wise sage of old age,
was just born yesterday:

I have my own milky-way and galaxy in my mind;
Inside my head called the temple so sacred you'll find.
All the unwritten verses that curses my hand to write;
The words that emerges that even in the darkest night,
to see nothing less than the presence of brightest light.

Whispers of the heavenly hosts,
Then flows the life force Ghost,
The foremost in my innermost,
Leads my fingers to compose,
What is essential the most.

Heard not the ears of the world, longed but forgotten,
The words beyond any one in this moment could have written.
That awakes our ached spirit as we breathe in;
The Paraclete that escalates as it terminates our burden.
As I heard these words started hairs in my arms straighten.

Verses of words
                       never heard in,
                                           a thousands of years
                                                                            living in
silence it hurts
                       the very life
                                         of this earth
                                                          as it slowly falls
                                                                                   into dirt.
as people give not a worth
                             to life of each birth
                                                       bits of grit life wasted death. for us to regret
                      that we let
                                   the earth taste the blood of each death.
Yet it is not too late
                           ending the fate of hate.
                                                         before things will escalate;
Each soul has its mate.
                                   Rates at due date
                                                       those who let the earth ate
The flesh of each death.
                            What a lack of respect
                                                            The heavens never slept
As blood spills as it wept.
                                     This is not just a concept
                                                                  but the truth not kept
It is easy to accept
                            what the worldly
                                                    says on the net
                                                                  sometimes an outlet
a wrongly accepted
                             norm of a state
                                            that affects the minds of the young
As they forgotten the heavens also sung
                                                            the moment of their birth
Till the day they rest on dirt;
                              But if the Greatest Being say in His tongue:
    Be back to life whose gone so long
                                                            now to Us you belong.

          It is up to you,
       You have a mind
       Of what you will do
To be greedy or to be kind
To love or trick some minds.
To tell truth or lies that blinds.
To be selfish or to have a friend.
To stick with someone or pretend.
            To be in the start till the end.
         Even I the writer of these words
Cursedly trap within my written verses.
But each and every minute is not too late;
To have a peaceful world living not in hate.
                              I'm no prophet nor a saint,
                            But a sinner in words I paint.
                    Writing a little piece of what I have;
                   Meant not to spread hate but of love
     Even the hardest hearts could move a mountain;
If in those hearts they give a chance that love may spread in.
Black, White, Red, Yellow,
Korea, U.S.A,. China, Filipino,
And all the countries that follow....A-Z (Not world war Z)
South, North, West, and East
We are all one race
Different looking in the face
Far and away different time and day in each place
We are just in this crazy maze of haze
But we are called the one and only HUMAN RACE.
We could never destroy our own;
Imagine your own will destroy your home.
It is easy to share even the little piece of spare;
But it is hard if we did not try or dare.
Almost close to a place called nowhere;
Where everyone could walk the streets without fear.
To look at each others eyes then smiles a lovely stare.
But where are those who dream?
Those inside themselves silently they scream.
That the mean world destroys their self esteem.
That the world let them believe not what it seem.
A spark of an idea could change the world;
Burning as the bush the words twists and twirled.
We get confused as it spins and swirled,
But hope in the good lord everyone can afford.
             Reading this very sentence
               For you I clap my hands
             You have a lot of patience;
    Verses and words as dense as the oceans and lands.
    Words painful like a woman's ****** you can stand.
Now you can share what is Nowhere Now, Hear Now Here.
Or you can do anything that brings this world some meaning.
Thank you for the patience and time for reading this rhyme;
I hope the One who inspires me will give you everlasting time.

7/26/2018

I seek the rhymes inside this head of mine;
Seeing the world now it's not that fine,
It's troubling having a tricky mind;
but hoping the kind Lord will shower what I'm longing to find.

Words that bring hope and beauty seem like magic;
but sometimes I ended up writing a story so tragic;
I forgot to turn my other cheek;
I was weak! I am weak to temptations if I may speak.

Unforgivable things I have done,
I expect now I will be hated by everyone;
but I do not mind that for now;
cause there are more important things for us to do anyhow.

If I could be in the presence of the Great Lord for you I beg and bow;
I'm not worthy to ask of You but we really need You now;
I don't know with other human beings but with myself, I'm in a constant war;
I'm fighting my wretched dark side I hated that side of me so far;

Human beings could be so wonderful and sadly cruelly ugly as we can see;
I don't know for others but in my experience, that is a reality for me;
I sometimes wonder in confusion and doubt that there are those who watch me;
I thank them and like it but at the same time a little bit angry;

But I blame no one I'm just superstitious kind of lowly human;
I'm not really sure if I'm right for the things that unfold and have been done;
It is sad to see the world suffering in a state of calamity;
Crazy wild weather and nations troubling everyone us you and me;

What can I do what can you do? Oh! help us, dear God;
I will not wash my hands as Pilate did, I need to spread some love.
I love and hate myself cause I could not trust the one I call me;
Nothing left for me to trust but you dear God as I can see;

This may sound like I'm a weakly foolish freak;
but the wretched dark side of me is playing me some trick;
Look at me now it's hard for me to trust;
I have given in into my desires of lust;

Maybe it's much better for me to be turned into dust;
but I still fight and struggle to rise back and I know I must;
The world is like a stage and we're all in a play;
when the curtains start to open what will we do or say;

Tragedy or comedy let us see what happened what will it be;
could we play the part that could touch the heart of you and me;
Even we try to stop it the tears flow in our very eyes;
when the foolish ones learn how to be kind and wise;

I'm a simple kind of human who just wishes to see the world in harmony;
not just the world but us human race everyone you and me;
The world itself now is not in balance;
Imagine a dancer forgot how to dance;

Shame on me you could all put the blame on me I'll embrace it;
but just promise to hold on and rise back and never quit;
Even if I'll be gone I hope the future generation will still do
gracefully stand and face all the storms that come may it be few;

You could call me crazy insane man but it's much better to have bad weather;
than seeing human beings slaughter each other, Cain and Abel are they brothers?
that is  one thing I really hate deep inside my aching bones ;
could it trigger or invoke what is on slumber on the deep unknown?

But if we could have good weather and a peaceful world I'll take that choice;
I'm just lowly unworthy man screaming for help for I have no voice;
With all the noise I make we make something someone has awoken;
Forgive me not, Oh! Lord and everyone for the foolish words I have spoken.

Imagination is one scary and at the same time
wonderful thing, it gives me wings and make some rhymes;
wonderful in a sense it could be an instrument to touch one's heart,
and at times tormenting breaking me/you/us apart,

like Icarus flying soaring too high
reaching the sun ended falling flaming down the sky,
I sometimes wonder I still did not lost/end my life;
even so little I still got hope in the future maybe have a child and a wife.

Maybe I don't trust myself that I could handle it;
for all the things I reflected I've been doing I feel like ****.
Like making a pen rotate on your hand,
reversing the glass over again with its sand.

I sometimes wonder if Jesus rises from the dead
why he didn't just stay; what was he thinking in his head,
How do he feel with his heart;
why can he forgave those who broke him apart.

but after he forgave them he went far away;
then others can say they feel his presence in their hearts/life he stayed;
what was he thinking letting others follow him carry a cross;
even Jesus wept and needed help to carry his own cross is the way of a boss.

Human being being human is the best thing to be for me,
God, angels, devils, animals could be wrathful at times as you can see;
Being human accepting weakness reaching and lending a helping hand
for what we are in the grand universe is just a spec of sand.

I love it when I am being humbled,
for I don't like when I'm acting cocky grumpy old;
too proud head high and being loud;
that is why I need to hide myself to balance the sound.

A time to reflect what I have become;
cause living so fast and noisy let me see none,
but life is not yet done many things good things will come;
for the younger one's will replace us when our time is done.

And there Jesus was, he was hungry,thirsty, lonely;
in prison, homeless, lost and broken, he is there in all of us you and me;
Many have ears to hear listen and eyes to truly see;
to be or not to be for all of us what will it be.

10/27/2021
too be continued.......

11/3/2021

There was this unheard story of a peculiar child;
of somewhat his imagination freely runs so wild;
Imagine if what that kid thinks and feel resonates the world the weather;
that it could bring harmony to the world or catastrophic disaster.

Sometimes life is so full of unimaginable mysteries;
that at times dreams become living realities;
realities we live that affects everyone and all;
Throughout all the seasons from winter to fall.

Some of those thought scares the hell out of me;
if some of those imagination becomes the reality I see.
Seeing all the lives that were lost;
so it made me think is writing worth the cost.

The second day of November before I went to sleep;
I told myself when I wake I'll roll the dice and promise to keep
if I get 6/six and below I'll  promise to stop writing rhyme;
Woke up I rolled it I got 8/eight now I'll be writing from time to time.

First things first I'll put my fate faith in our Creator in God's hand;
Second thing my hope in all humanity together we act and stand;
Last but not least let love be always in my living heart;
To save our common home we all need now to start.

Yes our Creator/God takes and do care for all of us;
but we all also need to act and do our part;
Our Creator provides our home and needs he/she willingly does;
do we also need to take care of everything, everyone, and take it into the heart.

Yes, we all need to take the risk and jump the leap;
for in working all together our common home, we can all keep;
Science and signs we all see our common home is breaking trembling down;
Now is the time to forgive give and learn from each other for this matter is not funny even for a clown.

Deep inside we all frown seeing suffering as we all slowly drown;
but we don't lose hope we lift all each other not putting a single one down;
All over the world far and beyond all around yes we can unite as one;
lift each other up whatever your creed, religion, race, gender yes we all can.

Everything said and done now is the time to act;
for in the past years, days, decades that was what we lack;
the track is still on we now learn and move on;
for today's phenomenon, we all together are drawn.

Drawn to understand each other's differences;
respect each other and everyone from far distances;
Now is the best time for all of us to be one to unite;
for we will all lose everything we cherish if we will still fight.

All together all over let's share ideas, solutions, and talents;
for everything we are we have comes from our Creator heaven-sent;
If we become and act so cynical and mock each other;
What will we accomplish will it just bring us to our fall altogether?

Now is the time for all of us to save our common home;
for now, this is the only living planet we have known.
I the writer is just a mortal instrument;
You can use or play with me if it is to be meant.

I look forward to seeing all of us everyone to harvest a good fruit;
for in my heart I will no longer plant anger hate but love to take root;
I long to see my dream our dreams be a reality do come true;
With our Creator/God's help now it's up for all of us to do our part we me and you.

Good thing's come to those who patiently wait;
regrets only happen if we're recklessly too late;
Words and action played at the right perfect time;
Sometimes at times hastily, or slowly a summit climb.

Making the first step what will it be is it now or never;
we gather to talk  all together will it be better sooner or later;
we can soar reach that dream mountain high slowly but surely;
or willingly save all lives in the way quickly in this common journey.

What will it be? What will it be? For all of us you and me;
Will we do it moderately intensely in what some degree;
Time is still moving continually even we're sound asleep;
When we're not careful we can slip and slide this journey's leap.

Stay calm we can also listen to the voice of the voiceless ones;
who knows they may have answers and good things will come;
Things are better done not having a clouded judgment;
A clouded head just brings carries storms it pours it sent.

If we sincerely meant what we all say and do;
there will be no worries for us we, me and you;
One common home, one journey for the common good;
Will we hunger for power while a brother/sister hunger for food?

One planet, one home a family sister/brotherhood of man;
One Creator for everything and everyone leaves no one;
impossible great things can be done if all together we can;
Believe trust each other we are one in our Creator's master plan.

Each one of us can do the best of what we have;
Are things done better in a state of hate or love?
At times we hate what we do but we needed to do it;
At times we love what we do but we needed to quit it.

We are all created uniquely differently us you and me;
different talents, great bright ideas, and countless ability;
we can use it for our vainglory or the good of humanity;
we humbly clearly see the glory of our Creator's ingenuity.

Seeing ourselves in this wide vast universe what are we;
At times we forgot we all were once a fragile infant baby;
Without someone's care an infant baby chance of survivability
is close to impossibility we all were once a baby us you and me.

In this great and wide universe we're all just an infant;
all of our living lives could just vanish in an instant;
Even our Creator is silent and seems in a distant;
Cares provide us with shelter water air and plants.

Like a Mother/Father takes care of his/her family and child;
Learn from our Creator how to take care of everyone far and wide;
Family does not leave a single one in traveling a journey ride;
even things seem so wild we can see the trust of a child.

That he/she can make it because there is someone who still cares;
We can also do it for everyone here, there, anywhere everywhere;
If we are aware we are once an infant child who needed care;
Now it's time for us to pay it forward a tender loving dare.

Inspire me for this night;
let this hand of mine write;
bringer of inspiring light;
a sight of a future so bright;

melt me a puny frozen fire;
let thy will be my desire;
higher dreams we aspire;
break all walls and barriers;

teach me the ways of the wise;
let my mouth speak no lies;
let this hands of mine take no life;
let the world have no strife;

let me touch many hearts and lives;
making a peaceful world be my drive;
let the dead souls be alive;
a paradise dream we could arrive;

let this humble simple art;
touch a stranger's heart;
who knows if this could be a start;
a bright future we could impart;

many storms already come our way;
still, we're here standing living this very day;
our life span seems so short so brief;
that death comes to our life like a thief;

so I write this before my time is up;
thunder comes like a clap;
days and nights of gloomy clouds;
shattering lightning shaking grounds;

let it cease! let all storms be over;
let everyone in this world be together;
dreamer's, children of the future generation;
words and dreams are reality like word incarnation;

if our minds and hearts are all one;
nothing is impossible anything can be done;
Almighty one to you I run and call;
me a mortal tool so small;

use me as your instrument;
shower thy wisdom of infinite;
whatever is your master plan;
let your mighty will be done;

help me to reach our dreams with zeal;
in wavy storms make me still;
when we fall make us rise;
make this world once again a paradise;