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 Dec 2016 S G Arndt
Angela Moreno
I loved you
Beyond our fleshly passions.
But it only took a second,
When I looked away
For me to lose you
In the sun.
 Nov 2016 S G Arndt
Angela Moreno
We make quiet love inside your basement
Just out of earshot of your sleeping mother,
I wonder if for the first time I have found forever,
Or if I should just add you to my list of lovers.
But there is something about the way you hold me,
Subtle safety like the walls of New York City
With both minds mutually as hideous as the other,
Heaven knows I do not need your pity.
We talk about leaving this hick town,
Getting married and moving to a different coast,
But it is nothing more than a pretty dream,
A mental escape from the things we fear the most.
Tomorrow morning everything changes,
Tomorrow morning life goes on as we do.
Tomorrow night you will find someone else,
But for the now please just pull me through.
Nothing ever stays the same in this town,
And not a single thing ever changes.
There is no such thing as ever after here,
We are eternally rats inside of our cages.
But beside you is an incomphrensible sightly sweetness,
I can not explain the way it makes me feel.
And just like the world spins at the hand of Jesus,
We are spinning like a wheel,
We will keep spinning like a wheel.
 Oct 2016 S G Arndt
Angela Moreno
I hate that I should feel guilty
For being lonely.
As if my loneliness
Translates to me being needy,
When some girl much prettier than I
Reminds me
That there is always someone
Underneath my covers.
But with all this skin on skin,
Why do I feel so out of touch?
Where is the feeling of feeling
That I crave so much?
And why does the man sleeping next to me,
The one who just learned more about me
Than even I know,
Feel so much like a stranger?
 Oct 2016 S G Arndt
Angela Moreno
Hold me so closely,
With your promises
To never let me go.
Squeeze me so tightly
And tell me about
Your wish to consume me whole.
Kiss my lips
So softly
And do not apologize.
Press replay tonite
And just as often
As you would like.
Stay inside this bed.
Just do not love me.
You do not want to love me.
 Oct 2016 S G Arndt
Angela Moreno
The air here smells like cigarettes,
The water tastes like wine,
The rooms reek of asphyxiation,
But everyone is fine.
In the bathroom is a bathtub,
Adorned with a ring of blood,
The walls, decorated with a yellow stain,
From an unattended flood.
The food inside the kitchen,
Is no more than butts and ash,
The pantry, filled with Sylvia's books,
The sink, a pile of trash.
The dark of the room is passion,
Anger and beauty and romance,
One moment there is weeping,
Then fighting, then time to dance.
"Where are we?" you may ask?
This is the artists' home.
Evidence of painting together,
And poetry written alone.
You thought it might be beauitful,
With color and sun and flowers.
You had no plan at all to find
Men self-sabotaging for hours.
Oh, you thought the walls would show
Van Gogh, not evidence of mourners.
Yes, well, Vincent is still here:
He is the man bleeding in the corner.
Link to the original sister poem, "The Land of Artists"
http://hellopoetry.com/poem/562294/the-land-of-artists/
 Oct 2016 S G Arndt
Angela Moreno
It is when I hear you speak to her,
That I realize
You have finally begun
To think in color again.
And it is now that I understand,
Just because you make someone laugh,
It does not mean,
That you make them happy.
 Oct 2016 S G Arndt
Angela Moreno
At the end of the day,
There are other beautiful men
And other gorgeous women
In the world.
At the end of the day,
Your kiss
Will not be the last one
I ever taste.
At the end of the day,
I know that some other
Pretty face
Will one day catch my eye.
At the end of the day,
You will not be
The only one
To ever make my sides hurt
With laughter.
At the end of the day,
I actually can
Listen to that song
Without crying.
At the end of the day,
I am sure that
I will find
Someone else
Exactly like you.
At the end of the day,
I know
That you are not
The last person
That I will ever love.
But at the end of the day,
No one,
No one,
Will ever have my heart
The way that you do.
 Oct 2016 S G Arndt
destiney dawn
Drugs, alcohol, planes, car crashes, depression, and love......

All these things that can destroy you but you have hurt me the most......
 Oct 2016 S G Arndt
destiney dawn
As he looked out of the moving train, he noticed how fast the trees disappear, how many houses live so close together. He noticed Every little thing about his surroundings, so he wouldn't remember, her.

And his mind quickly falls to their memories. Wondering what she is doing right now. Is she sobbing in her dark room while clutching their picture to her chest? Was she declining the dinner her mother laid upon the kitchen table, maybe she is even taking long walks just thinking about me.

Is she even thinking about me? Especially as frequently as I am thinking of her....

I knew what I was doing when my legs carried me to the train, as warm tears laid  upon my checks.
When it was my time to go, I believed you would never let go. If you didn't unclench your fist I never would have left.
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