Always stand in the sunshine;
Darkness will never shroud you!

I've been thinking that I've been thinking too much.
Took myself back to when I barely knew a thing and found some things.
The smoke like texture of love would soon fill the room and I inhale/exhale.
I look up into the night sky and see something you should be seeing. The significance of 1:09 remains a mystery to me.
Remember that time you
Forgot
It's so simple to Delete.
I was suppose to do this thing but
Ok, I'm going with the flow but I can't swim
The point is
I'm figuring **** out.

To my friend lexi,

I spent so much time on these first few words
Looking foolish at my screen pondering in my own thoughts
Just wondering if I wrote this would it find its way to you
And if somehow it did, what would it do

From a distance I watched you smile
Listened to your laugh
Only to become paralyzed by the sight of your pretty brown eyes
Which caused me to become stomped

So nervous that my words become garbled
As I attempt to analyze this apocryphal event
Cause there is no way any of this could be real
Not in a million years, not including me!

But indeed it all authentic
All of this is real
You are not a figment of my imagination
No,You stand before me mocking me

If I were brave enough I would of held your hand
Squeezing it tight as I told my untold tale
About how you make me feel when talking to you
How I can't ever really frown while in your presence

But I have never been strong enough
So I just sit there smiling and laughing with you
Wishing these moments never have to end
That you and I would remain friends forever more

It is those moments I adore
There isn't a day that goes by I don't think of you
The sweet majestic tone in your voice
That amazing smile upon your beautiful face

It all just leaves me speechless in a way
There are never really any words to say
But it's never just us waving as the clouds glide away
No,it is always us wishing each other to stay

So Lexi my dear friend
Listen carefully to what I have to say
Don't go away
And promise I will do the same

I'd like to just say a thank you to a lot of people on HP

You've all made me feel so welcome, I never really thought I could write well but I still did because it was from my heart, but I have gotten some incredible feedback.

You are all amazing, such talented writers and it is such a pleasure to read your work let alone have you comment on mine. So once again a massive thank you to all at HP :)

Everyday I learn. Whether it be about a personality, or why the sky is blue. I don't get to decide what interests me or what kind of conversations I will have tomorrow.
1:36 am. Hawaii.  Laying in confined, muggy, dark, room.
The others are fast asleep, somewhere in their deepest thoughts, I suppose.
& Here I am reaching into myself for some sort of comfort. So far away from anything familiar, but this song it brings me closer to home.
Past relationships with people I barely know now, they haunt me.
Most are living a life I am blind to.
Am I just a faint memory which lies deep within their bones ? Or possibly nothing at all. It kills me to not know. I let it.
It is best we do not question this earth and it's purpose or even our own for that matter.
Life is as simple as breathing, yet I find myself gasping for air.
Humans forget that we are all just humans.
2:06am. Hawaii. Laying in a dark room, and I can finally close my eyes and drift off into the unknown parts of my own self.

You didn't notice the girl gazing at you
like desert stars do
when you lay with ancient light in your eyes.
She was toying with her hair
and you missed it.

Trouble, love...
You drown me in
Quick
Beats;
Palpitations of my
Red *****.
My waters run for you.

Tied with
Ribbons of
Silk,
I shout proclamations
To the clouds who
Threaten to rain on us.