And now i'm sitting there
feeling nothing
feeling like every breath is a fight
my heart is beating
beating fast
it screams, let me die
please please let me die
i don't wanna wake up again
never

When i saw into your eyes
I saw how much you worry about me
And then i realized
You have to live your own life
Without my problems, without my worries
And to realize this hurts
But it‘s the best
Not for me
For you

i like this feelings
but at the same time
i hate it
i like it how you smile at me
laugh at me
how you hug me
how you trust me
but i hate the fact
that i Need it
i want you to treat me like this
everytime
i know it's impossible
and this is what i hate too
but don't Forget
i love you