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Mal Jul 2019
after all we had
and every moment we have shared
we now act like we never met
Mal Jul 2019
I don't even know how to start this letter. Something within me just had enough courage to.

2. I always imagined this would happen without warning.

3. I know how much you hate reading, but can you at least read this.

4. I wish I could have been more honest with you. I should have never bottled up my emotions; now look at me, I'm a mess.

5. Can you laugh at my joke one more time? I really like the way your cheeks puff up and blush pink.

6. Have I ever told you that you have a nice smile?

7. Let's go to the park, I want to see the sunset before I go.

8. Thank you so much for spamming me memes at 3am.

9. I've been saving money for a special event, I'm doubting you'll like it.

10. When I was 11, on Halloween I finally gathered everything I needed in order to be Batman. Rope, blades and boomerangs. I kept them in a box just in case if I needed to use them in the future.

11. I came home on Sunday and found your favorite black scarf. I wore it tightly around my neck; I can feel your warmth, it even smells like you.

12. How can something you love so mush just disappear right in front of your eyes.

13. I can show you how we can be together forever. But it'll take more time for you.

14. I bought you your favorite ice cream, cookies and cream. I left it in the freezer. But remember, when it melts, I won't be there to clean it up for you.

15. Don't worry, I'll try harder next time.

16. You don't need to make me your famous mashed potatoes and gravy. I'll be out of town. But oh man, I'll sure miss eating that.

17. I love you more than you'll ever know. But I'm not sorry.

18. You don't have to bring flowers, I don't want them to set off your allergies.
suicides notes are love letters
Mal Jul 2019
sometimes
i wish that there was a pill
to heal my heart
Mal Jul 2019
Here at the ocean it's quiet, calm.
Listen to the tides as it guides you through your problems.
Let the waves wash away your worries.
Run your feet through the sand with no shame.
Swim to the deep side as your sadness seeps into the blues.
Let the current carry you back to land.
But before we leave, spell your name in the sand.
A day at the beach
Mal Jul 2019
i'm more likely to die
in my own hands
then by ******
I'm in a really dark place right now.
Mal Jun 2019
You're in a better place
You'll will never suffer again
You're in peace

But don't worry
Just be patient
We'll meet again
My grandmom and stepmom passed away recently by cancer. They were such strong people. I love them dearly, I wish I could have told them that.
6.14.19/6.23.19 you both will remain treasured in my heart.
Mal Jun 2019
i wanted to give myself peace
but i only got hell
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