i think its sad that as children we say we want to be superheroes or rock stars or anything better than the life we had and now we're older and maybe our dreams changed but we still want that one thing to have a better life and we imagine what its like to be where our heroes are and i think that's truly depressing
know this distance doesn't matter time doesn't matter situation doesn't matter when you need a shoulder to cry on or even someone to keep you going i will be there
they told me as a child it's easy to make friends it's easy *to be yourself it's easy to be different yet as i get older and older the more i realize they were all *l y i n g.
i have a shirt that smells like you i still taste you on my tounge but after what you did and what you put me through the once pleasurable sensations have become nausiating to think about
i hate to quote a song but they say that love is forever i hate to quote a movie but we accept the love we think we deserve i thought i deserved more i thought our love was forever but it was 2 AM and you left me **again
this is what I get for being confident for being proud of my body for once inevitable sadness and the feeling of self loathing and also feeling as if I'm never good enough.
you're such a foreign concept you're a complexity that can't be measured on a scale of one to ten you're a paradox you're a star yet to collapse you're a light at the end of a tunnel
actually...
you're none of those.
you were my world. you were a complexity I suppose I saw through your facade in the end.