If he didn't die and you didn't pretend to be,......
the late king of pop then you wouldn't have ever met me.

If I didn't ever meet you, today would be grand.....
then I wouldn't have fallen in love with a man I cant stand.

You did bring me happiness and lots of joy....
to bad to you I was just some insignificant play toy.

If he didn't die and if we didn't ever meet....what would our lives be like today???
Im sure it would be a lot better In every single way.

I just wish for one minute that you could feel inside your gut....
how I feel about you....

then you would possibly know what an 'aching desire that yearns for another' feels like!!

do you ever crave someone's presence?

God I just want to leave.... Seeing my car not running makes big time grieve!

I don't like feeling like I'm being a bother ....
I usually don't kick it this long one day after another !!!
I hate that I'm stranded  having to take a bus anywhere I go !!!
I just gotta remember this so next time do I ask for help?? HELL NO!

I need new friends ... Ones who don't take my car apart then act like their helping me and doing me a favor and me being mad  is out if line !!! Ugh