just a friend
that holds my heart
and should rightfully know it's his

just a friend
that is playing it smart
and knows how hard this is

just a friend
as we restart
a friend i love that is

s.s

i am weary
because i fear your departure
for you have left once
and i'm sure you will disappear again

s.s

just be open and honest
that's what you've always told me
but little did i know
it had to be the truth you wanted to hear
or it still would never be good enough

s.s

talking through the tension
attempting to ignore the feeling in the air
the one we never mention
because we like to pretend it isn't there
that every glare is a misunderstanding
that you are only having a bad day
so we keep talking through the tension
and just push it all away

s.s

cyclones flooding cities
stealing memories that can never be replaced
tornadoes leaving jagged paths on perfect towns
like scars on pristine landscape that take a lifetime heal

storms like these are unforgettable
so what i'm trying to say
is that

i am a complete wreck
and you're a walking disaster
so the storms in our eyes
will be hurricanes
and our love
unforgettable

s.s

you were my soul mate
but i was not yours
so i will wear black to your wedding
and watch my hope for your love
pass on

s.s

wandering fingers
exploring unknown landscapes
tracing over
unknown terrain

the desire of youth,
two lovers inside
thoughts filling their minds
of forbidden
actions

wandering fingers
discovering new worlds
all for the same purpose
to evoke
a
feeling