i really don't know how to start
this but here you go.

you don't know what i've
been through these years since you've
been gone.
you don't know how much i suffered
with you gone, and being alone.
but i guess it was all my fault, right?
i was the one who pushed you away, i was the
one who told you i didn't need you right?
no, you told me those things which
ended up leaving me completely hollow inside.

this is a letter for you.
for the one who left me when i needed them
the most, for the one who told me pretty
white lies just to keep me hypnotized,
and to the one who didn't love me at all.

well guess what? *******.
i did get better in fact, i'm happy now.
and the thing that makes me proud of
myself even more, is that i didn't
need you in my life to make me happy anymore.

goodbye.