Let me tell you a story
A story where everything bad is made of bleach
And everything she eats, does, or says leaves that bitter taste within her
A place that has only people that cant understand but so desperately want to
A world where we thrive on mystery and it destroys the best of us
A world where she just wanted to be understood
But she realized that would never happen
And while that placed impeccable loneliness within her
It was also like a breath of fresh air
Because she is not someone people would like if they understood
How she really truly is
So maybe its okay to be lonely
Thats just how she was meant to be

I'm being crushed by my own stupidity.

"Who will lift me up
Darling cause im down
Save me from this world
Dont let me drown"

I curse every time I hear you sobbing
I shouldn't have to comfort you every night and every morning
This is not my job
And it's tearing me apart
One minute you're my superhero
The next you're breaking my heart

I watch the chatter of long time friends
The jealousy's blooming
It will never end
The thing that's always been there that refuses to let go
This ***** named jealousy is the only friend I know.

And those nightmares of what shes done gouge deeper and deeper
And shes bleeding out all shes known
She can't escape the sadness
"It needs her"
"It needs her"
******* those quiet voices
They plead with her
And they need her
But they will get her nowhere at all
Shes as high as shes been
Yet all she seems to do is fall