A life time ago I was sad like now
Because I didn't know you
I want us to be together forever
But I want you to love me too

A year ago we were each others forever
But I wish you were still here
I miss you every single day I live
And I wish we were together, clear?

A month ago you told me you loved me
I did believe you
And now I see you forgetting
Everything we have been through.

A week ago I saw you talk to her
I hated myself so much
And I realized that I am the one
Who has always been your crutch.

A day ago I gave you a hug
And I felt the sparks
I want us to always be here
without any broken marks.

A hour ago you broke me
Telling her about love
She told me what you said to her
Now, Ill see you in above.

A minute ago i realized some things
I want you in my life
But honestly I'm done with you
And I wish I had a knife.

My Love, I don't know what you want
I am trying to stay with you
But you are a horror, a haunt.
I am trying to believe in this we
While you tell her
What you said you would only tell me.
I just want you and thats all
But you want her too
I shouldn't have to stand this tall.
Right now, my dear, this is a major cost
Because I want to love you
But honestly I am lost.

Andy my friend I am praying for you
I know what happens is hard to go through
We all love you and hope you will smile
I hope to see you for a long time trial
I know cancer is a hard battle to win
But I am hoping that you will stay in your skin
The reason you fight the battle so long
Is the same exact reason you will become strong
Andy, you are not the cancer that is inside
Just push all the stupidness of this illness aside
Us people will still look at you the same
Within my heart you will always have fame
You are a great person and someone I will never forget
Even though to this day we have never met
Andy, you are important to this world and me
Even though cancer is in you, we will fight it, agreed?
I will stand with you and fight this battle until the end
I hope that you know that in me you have friend.

I am just a girl
Who was used as a tool
I am trying to fight the break away
From the group of fools.

My story isn't very long
But it has a bump of two
My father is a person
Who never thought things through.

My mother is a simple girl
Who never had as much as gave
Her life is a beauty and mistake
Of who she has had to save

I am just a person with flaws
As everyone really does
But I tried to avoid forever
The people I wish I was

My life is simply stupid at times
When it gets filled with stress
I feel like I have to get away and hide
But I don't have to, I guess.

My story is just about over
Goodbye for now, please don't be gray
I just wanted you to know me and my story
For me and my story are here to stay.