I swear I've listened through we could be beautiful
More times than I could count
I'm fairly confident that I know at least most of the lyrics
I can tell you that 11 blocks is in C Major
And that it's a simple chord progression
Of F, C, and G
In that order
And that even though the chords never change
It does this beautiful thing
Where it feels like they do
And I've even recommended Wrabel
To my therapist
I quote 11 blocks a lot during my sessions
I've written at least one Wrabel inspired poem
Which was based around the first line of the chorus of Poetry
And I don't know why I'm telling you this
Or, rather writing a poem for you as if I'm talking with you
I guess it's just that this is all I have of you
A couple poems
Five songs
And exactly one playing card with a shark on it
I believe it's a seven of hearts, but don't quote me on that
It sits on my bedside table, and I would check that
But I just want to keep writing
And let me be clear about one thing
I am not obsessed with you
I love you, and I care about you
But I don't have feelings for you
I know I grew extremely attached to you
During our nine days
But that's because of something that I didn't tell you or Blake or anyone there about
I have borderline personality disorder
Now, for me
Borderline makes me latch on to people
And once I do
I develop feelings for them
It is often said that people with borderline
Have something called an fp
Favorite person
Which is basically a human comfort item
If that makes any sense
For the good part of two years
My ex boyfriend was my fp
But when I met you
I don't know
Something about you allowed me to let go
I can now go at least three days without talking to him
I don't obsess with him anymore
And I have you to thank for that
Okay, the album ended
Which is probably a sign that this has gone for too long
And I know that I'm going to send this to you
Even though when I started writing I promised myself I wouldn't
Just please
Please
Let me know if you're okay
Because I love you
And I care about you
And I miss you
⁃ morgan