crushing noises.
muffled screams.
tried to explain. you dont want me to repeat.
i cry, tearing myself up.
feels hard to smile.
feels painful to frown.
help me.
drowned.
cold.
i need someone to hold...me.
me?
isnt it i who torn myself up?
torn personality, flowers, they don't look as pretty...
the sun...too bright, what if they see the glass tears i was weeping.
"are you okay?"
"need help?"
please...Le----sta--ve.
help me..don't..... need that...

you don't want to inside my mind.
i beg you.
please.
dont care about me.
i dont want to be a burden to you.
i dont want to worry you.
let me drown.
it happens...for...reasons.
i can do it....ewocmdkwodm"youcan't"owkcmk......
i whisper through the knives you placed in me...
"help me..."

Have you ever been feeling fully absorbed but yet exhausted?
You talk to someone over the phone but you feel the hold of his arms around you?
You call someone at 2am in the morning but you feel like scrumbled in the blanket with him?
And when yoy look at his eyes and telling secrets, it feels like you open the gate of another dimension where you both can share thoughts and think about the idea of life?
Well, I'm in.
To whom who never been in love, you should been into
I don't say that love is everything but when you're in love,
You will feel that you are everything to someone, and vice versa.
You shouldn't hate love and don't wanna try it again.
Just love yourself first than youcan love someone that much like you love yourself.
I mean guys,
Have you ever been in love?
So mad, so deep, and crave the love so high the ocean would be jealous?
Well, I'm in.

- dlx