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For me poetry is like a bird. A free bird that knows no bounds.
Poems
Ken Pepiton Oct 2018
Low moral ground
Ken Pepiton
Oct 2018
This is not where this idea began but it ran and I
missed my mark. Mark sin.
-1 deficit reality quotientcy
currency. Sure.
(Press Sure, to let the bursting pressure equilation expand at will)
Score.
That fine a level of reality
demands more attention than I have to pay.
Patient agent wait and not see or see if/then
you suffer, is there ought that I might do now
for you
that these words are not doing?
All I am is words, in a sence, sense, since
we come in threes, we are some of those sets of thoughts tangled in complexes
better left alone.
Untangling twisted knotted realities is what we do best.
We've been wadding up proteins,
since God knows when,
time's less twisted than people think it is,
but it is silly to imagine
time's arrow is a metaphor for these meta-gnostic moments.
Is it?
Apophrenia
or mere
Dejavu, you believe,
what if it is your memory lying by ignoring time
attention ratios determining the observations stored in HD?
What if it's just a glitch?
Blue screen of death.
If you suffer, is there ought that I might do now
for you
that these words are not doing?
All I am is words, in a sence, sense, since
we come in threes, we are those sets of thoughts tangled in complexes
better left alone.
Untangling twisted knotted realities is what we do best.
We've been wadding up proteins,
since God knows when,
time's less twisted than people think it is, but
is it silly to imagine
time's arrow is a metaphor for these meta-gnostic moments?
We come and go. To and fro up on the face
messengers bearing news in both directions, watch
the trickster, Jacob, in this story, he sees the messengers from
heaven bearing leaven thither and hither
upon the face of the earth.
the wrinkling mother, smiling now, chuckle head
I ain't no ***** saint.
Jah, I know. Joy is my dance, this is my song.
Is it good Grandmother?
---- on the porch facing my west gate ---
fences don't play exactly, out acted, the role of walls.
The idea that something
there is that does not love a wall,
has frozen my pond
the stillness beyond the sylvan **** crowned head
radiates through the medium of the message to me in time
to you.
Miles to go, you recall the feeling of feeling miles to go
before
I sleep.
That was yesterday, and you know yes ter everything's gone,
roar.
Aslan can pierce the barrier between mere Christians and me,
how would be fun to know, but
knowing why would help us keep the story interesting as life goes on
Who controls my peace?
Am I a mercurial sheen in between chaos and order,
chronus and zeus?
Could be, ya thank so, ye know so, less unlessed as
unlessing means nothing to you,
that means you are visiting here.
Visting whom, vis it ing whom?
Who's in charge, where's the power
short
age, wrinkles in time, rogue waves at the quanta scale,
we were dancing
with the thoughts emanating
from some IDW smart guy proffesing
Critique-technic-magi action, post mode'r'ism
at the point of Dada und Scheizkunst,
the unmass-queque,
the line of lies awaiting unbelief,
idle words lingering,
hoping
to be noticed and added back into the story book of life,
a simple wish.
It could be every child's, should we think that
if we can or may,
sometimes I'm still, and
confusion troubles the water,
it seems,
then another hurt is healed, another lie is gone and life goes on
we won again, this never gets old,
I do love my opposition,
pressure pump
pump pump. De-us-me-can-onbeoffbeyond
five years ago unmasking and rhetoric meant nothing to me
the purpose of learning forever and never
knowing anything beyond all things
our bubble is metastasizing, a mercurial film forms
informing us
in its reflection,
this is the ying yang thang in 3 or 4 d, HD+ chaos one half
order the other,
sharpest imaginable thing
me trick being mag ift just if eye winged show
how beautiful are the feet of them who bring good news,
you see, it flows, sweetwater flows
winged feet
whish through leaving, leavin' leaven…
unleaven that which has been leaved?
Fat chance, all who
eat this bread and don't get gas,
they are our same bread people. Companions.
Vectors of sour dough,
webs of fungal
axions
make a way
bore, pore, poor-with-us, pour
in to it ish, that idea, an opening through,
trickle down good gravity leveling stillness,
gentle rocking earth
roll round and round and round
the pythagorean version
of Euclid's point in his mother's story,
the point of this song? To know the point you must have been
to the point of in-forming the point on which we dance and you recall
we come in threes, and just, we are, just, if it, that idea,
rests in your
back roads, gentle on your mind. We make peace.
Being young is easy from my POV.
I've lived in my future for sometime now
I can't say how, beyond saying aloud, this was never hidden,
in my accounting of idle words I claimed,
upon hearing the stories each contained.
i'da swore i hear that wise *** o'balaam's abrayin'
Braindeem, deemed 'eem. Wham, uptheyhaid. Relig, fool,
or chaos wins and no hero ever lives again!
Drop anchor, wait it out.
let patience blow her nose, gnostic snot caught in the nets,
nonono nothing's wasted in patience work, we make glue
from gnostic snot that patience sneezes
when reality grows cold,
that has happened, you know, temperatures are just now,
oh, wait global warming, bad dam,
Script, bust it,
leveling is essential to eventual temperature
equilibrium.
The heat is on, the bubbles are forming, informing one to another
below the surface
greasy tension, slippery slopes putting pressure on chaos
to conform to the curve
Ying yang, mercury film upon the sea of time and the scene of chaos
in this bubble of all you can imagine real.
Hows' that feel? Why?
You want that? What are you standing under? Does chaos win?
You are, as we say, cognisic magi we-ified,
practical magic at
the moment
the point
is made, then the creation begins fractalling outward
and not before or is this all
unrolling ex nihilo, no magi ever knew…
come, let us reason together,
why am I empowered? To live, first thought wise, that's good but
evil forces me to think again and I see the pattern
life goes on, John Molenkamp, Sam, soldier 4,
(as the credits role by, the name catches my eye)
never in a thousand years,
'cept unbelievable is one of those lies I came to **** by strangling
on bile while
rescuing every idle word ever involved in the infection
from the point in the absolute center of the bubble,
objectively, you see everything
that is
seeable
but would good prevail if evil had no hope?
I know that one, yes. why?
evil has no mind, soul, some think--
same same medium message spoken spelled chanted danced
who care's?
*** 'er done. Life has a chaotic side, the churning creates
number one from none, the cult of one divides itself
go do be
we three we three we three a wavy song ding ****.
Aware? Awaken? Avowed-wowed-wit-wise,
fullcomp, retired
Peacemaker. Me.
All my hero's imagined or real, were Peacemakers.
Just now, peaceful now, mindful now
we remain
the same blessing promised in the package of yeses
stolen from Cain by his older sister, his
bride,
keep that quiet, eh?
Secrets made sacred, always
those are lies, no lie is of the truth,
all lies are about the truth.
What empowers you, poet or poetry? Right, you know,
God, good god knows, resentment lives in lies
the rotting idle words deemed curses at best, secret at worst,
those idle corrupting thoughts sparking as if absolute annihilation were thinkable by rational minds
of ---wait, there's arub, a sore
ex nihilo, the homeless wanderer screams,
"May the whole world perish, may you all go to hell,"
the mad man wept his hell, and imagined his curse,
not mine,
I don't have one. I did, but I went back so often to find pieces of my heart that now I have an Elysian network woven through All-hell, the big idea that broke loose infecting the mind as wisdom's leaven builds her womb
inhabitation
placenta
stem cell informing builders empowered, pressure empowered, what must be, but is not verse, versus
us, the we that be
we must
choose,
let this be, come and see,
life goes on.
Agree, or empower us as we bubble by and
takenallwecan expanding gobbling bubbles,
good
by ye.
Once we flushed the Dada poison and let mito mom
instill the patience gene with
epigenetic peace we can pass on with a touch or a word,
we've never woven lies for no reason,
if a rung breaks
and they can, last straw and all that weight,
you know,
Jacob's ladder is an escalaltor-ladder, wittily invented,
with knots and twisted fibers electricked,
there are automated steps, algoryhmes of reasons to repair the broken rung
with a reason to believe the rung has been repaired,
only believe, take a step,
re
paired again with the idea of meaninglessness masked in create-if-ity
good enough. okeh. don't believe lies.
Don't pass undigested lies to see if farts burn.
missed my mark. Mark sin.
-1 deficit reality quotientcy
currency. Sure.
(Press Sure, to let the bursting pressure equilation expand at will)
Score.
That fine a level of reality
demands more attention than I have to pay.
Patient agent wait and not see or see if/then
you suffer, is there ought that I might do now
for you
that these words are not doing?
All I am is words, in a sence, sense, since
we come in threes, we are some of those sets of thoughts tangled in complexes
better left alone.
Untangling twisted knotted realities is what we do best.
We've been wadding up proteins,
since God knows when,
time's less twisted than people think it is,
but it is silly to imagine
time's arrow is a metaphor for these meta-gnostic moments.
Is it?
Apophrenia
or mere
Dejavu, you believe,
what if it is your memory lying by ignoring time
attention ratios determining the observations stored in HD?
What if it's just a glitch?
Blue screen of death.
If you suffer, is there ought that I might do now
for you
that these words are not doing?
All I am is words, in a sence, sense, since
we come in threes, we are those sets of thoughts tangled in complexes
better left alone.
Untangling twisted knotted realities is what we do best.
We've been wadding up proteins,
since God knows when,
time's less twisted than people think it is, but
is it silly to imagine
time's arrow is a metaphor for these meta-gnostic moments?
We come and go. To and fro up on the face
messengers bearing news in both directions, watch
the trickster, Jacob, in this story, he sees the messengers from
heaven bearing leaven thither and hither
upon the face of the earth.
the wrinkling mother, smiling now, chuckle head
I ain't no ***** saint.
Jah, I know. Joy is my dance, this is my song.
Is it good Grandmother?
---- on the porch facing my west gate ---
fences don't play exactly, out acted, the role of walls.
The idea that something
there is that does not love a wall,
has frozen my pond
the stillness beyond the sylvan **** crowned head
radiates through the medium of the message to me in time
to you.
Miles to go, you recall the feeling of feeling miles to go
before
I sleep.
That was yesterday, and you know yes ter everything's gone,
roar.
Aslan can pierce the barrier between mere Christians and me,
how would be fun to know, but
knowing why would help us keep the story interesting as life goes on
Who controls my peace?
Am I a mercurial sheen in between chaos and order,
chronus and zeus?
Could be, ya thank so, ye know so, less unlessed as
unlessing means nothing to you,
that means you are visiting here.
Visting whom, vis it ing whom?
Who's in charge, where's the power
short
age, wrinkles in time, rogue waves at the quanta scale,
we were dancing
with the thoughts emanating
from some IDW smart guy proffesing
Critique-technic-magi action, post mode'r'ism
at the point of Dada und Scheizkunst,
the unmass-queque,
the line of lies awaiting unbelief,
idle words lingering,
hoping
to be noticed and added back into the story book of life,
a simple wish.
It could be every child's, should we think that
if we can or may,
sometimes I'm still, and
confusion troubles the water,
it seems,
then another hurt is healed, another lie is gone and life goes on
we won again, this never gets old,
I do love my opposition,
pressure pump
pump pump. De-us-me-can-onbeoffbeyond
five years ago unmasking and rhetoric meant nothing to me
the purpose of learning forever and never
knowing anything beyond all things
our bubble is metastasizing, a mercurial film forms
informing us
in its reflection,
this is the ying yang thang in 3 or 4 d, HD+ chaos one half
order the other,
sharpest imaginable thing
me trick being mag ift just if eye winged show
how beautiful are the feet of them who bring good news,
you see, it flows, sweetwater flows
winged feet
whish through leaving, leavin' leaven…
unleaven that which has been leaved?
Fat chance, all who
eat this bread and don't get gas,
they are our same bread people. Companions.
Vectors of sour dough,
webs of fungal
axions
make a way
bore, pore, poor-with-us, pour
in to it ish, that idea, an opening through,
trickle down good gravity leveling stillness,
gentle rocking earth
roll round and round and round
the pythagorean version
of Euclid's point in his mother's story,
the point of this song? To know the point you must have been
to the point of in-forming the point on which we dance and you recall
we come in threes, and just, we are, just, if it, that idea,
rests in your
back roads, gentle on your mind. We make peace.
Being young is easy from my POV.
I've lived in my future for sometime now
I can't say how, beyond saying aloud, this was never hidden,
in my accounting of idle words I claimed,
upon hearing the stories each contained.
i'da swore i hear that wise *** o'balaam's abrayin'
Braindeem, deemed 'eem. Wham, uptheyhaid. Relig, fool,
or chaos wins and no hero ever lives again!
Drop anchor, wait it out.
let patience blow her nose, gnostic snot caught in the nets,
nonono nothing's wasted in patience work, we make glue
from gnostic snot that patience sneezes
when reality grows cold,
that has happened, you know, temperatures are just now,
oh, wait global warming, bad dam,
Script, bust it,
leveling is essential to eventual temperature
equilibrium.
The heat is on, the bubbles are forming, informing one to another
below the surface
greasy tension, slippery slopes putting pressure on chaos
to conform to the curve
Ying yang, mercury film upon the sea of time and the scene of chaos
in this bubble of all you can imagine real.
Hows' that feel? Why?
You want that? What are you standing under? Does chaos win?
You are, as we say, cognisic magi we-ified,
practical magic at
the moment
the point
is made, then the creation begins fractalling outward
and not before or is this all
unrolling ex nihilo, no magi ever knew…
come, let us reason together,
why am I empowered? To live, first thought wise, that's good but
evil forces me to think again and I see the pattern
life goes on, John Molenkamp, Sam, soldier 4,
(as the credits role by, the name catches my eye)
never in a thousand years,
'cept unbelievable is one of those lies I came to **** by strangling
on bile while
rescuing every idle word ever involved in the infection
from the point in the absolute center of the bubble,
objectively, you see everything
that is
seeable
but would good prevail if evil had no hope?
I know that one, yes. why?
evil has no mind, soul, some think--
same same medium message spoken spelled chanted danced
who care's?
*** 'er done. Life has a chaotic side, the churning creates
number one from none, the cult of one divides itself
go do be
we three we three we three a wavy song ding ****.
Aware? Awaken? Avowed-wowed-wit-wise,
fullcomp, retired
Peacemaker. Me.
All my hero's imagined or real, were Peacemakers.
Just now, peaceful now, mindful now
we remain
the same blessing promised in the package of yeses
stolen from Cain by his older sister, his
bride,
keep that quiet, eh?
Secrets made sacred, always
those are lies, no lie is of the truth,
all lies are about the truth.
What empowers you, poet or poetry? Right, you know,
God, good god knows, resentment lives in lies
the rotting idle words deemed curses at best, secret at worst,
those idle corrupting thoughts sparking as if absolute annihilation were thinkable by rational minds
of ---wait, there's arub, a sore
ex nihilo, the homeless wanderer screams,
"May the whole world perish, may you all go to hell,"
the mad man wept his hell, and imagined his curse,
not mine,
I don't have one. I did, but I went back so often to find pieces of my heart that now I have an Elysian network woven through All-hell, the big idea that broke loose infecting the mind as wisdom's leaven builds her womb
inhabitation
placenta
stem cell informing builders empowered, pressure empowered, what must be, but is not verse, versus
us, the we that be
we must
choose,
let this be, come and see,
life goes on.
Agree, or empower us as we bubble by and
takenallwecan expanding gobbling bubbles,
good
by ye.
Once we flushed the Dada poison and let mito mom
instill the patience gene with
epigenetic peace we can pass on with a touch or a word,
we've never woven lies for no reason,
if a rung breaks
and they can, last straw and all that weight,
you know,
Jacob's ladder is an escalaltor-ladder, wittily invented,
with knots and twisted fibers electricked,
there are automated steps, algoryhmes of reasons to repair the broken rung
with a reason to believe the rung has been repaired,
only believe, take a step,
re
paired again with the idea of meaninglessness masked in create-if-ity
good enough. okeh. don't believe lies.
Don't pass undigested lies to see if farts burn.
Listening to Hicks Explaing Post Modernism after watching Tenant's Voltage Within spark a fire. This reality is storyteller heaven.
Ders Jul 2018
Deja vu through the matrix
Ders
Jul 2018
They say deja vu is a glitch in the matrix
Repeating numbers is a sign from the universe
Angels scream my name from upside down on the ceiling telling me to quit looking at the clock maybe demons maybe I should pay the **** attention
222333444555666777whaaaaaat
That’s not a time
Time ain’t it
Time heals don’t it
But what is stagnant
Sometimes we’re dead
But we move fast
Together
In time
Travel
Through space
Through a line meet your soul face to mine
Hearts beat faster time moves with it that’s the reality so what are you doing
Taking it slow or fast it’s you or pass
Illuminati my life with your eye-seed to the sky can’t remember my thoughts don’t know why I even try
Try to finish a creation pieces of art are never finished close to what I think
Is completion I think I forget how to breathe I’ve got a blemish I cannot see I’m not sure what’s on my lenses sometimes i don’t speak please tell me what the bens is
Keep saying I’m haunted aight
Keep tellling em I’m doing fine
Life’s chaotic but that’s what it’s about
The blends of of the **** around
The hint hang ying yang huh
The freak shows births golds of stone (gh) yeah
But do you even know what the sheets is what if we really going to do da business man **** this **** I don’t know it I already told you I don’t know how to complete this I have no solutions I feel soulless and too much negative too much negative shitnitz my focus my pictures too big I don’t know how to control this I kept saying that I want to relinquish self but what I really need to do is help make a squeal tell em truly how I feel Queen lions roar from the jungles to the shores sideways animals judging their **** from the sidelines
Wasn’t the point making them feel the fire burning in mountain veins but what animals can you truly tame
Cavemen mocking snakes forming fires for the first time killing em with their own tricks man we keep repeating history with our imperialisthe ******* stupidest **** ever
Please excuse my individual
I’ve not much experience with taking over but with my experience we’ll have an experience we’ve never had before and from there our experience will be something to learn from we learn from experiences
I’m opening my mind and my forgiveness forget to forgive I’m all in forgetfulness can we speed to the completion of wishes I beg this from the bottom of my ***** soles to the top of my buzzed head I hear sobriety is the path to success but I can’t create in loneliness I bring pain and sorrow to the art party drown me out with ***** and bring me to my knees in grass prairies in heaven Reaching out for angels bind me in confusion it’s raining in my heart tea parties never breed working brains did they never tell you that in school? Keep teaching myself everyday yeah in the backs of tiny rooms on mountain peaks I breathe in tropical trees blurring all the lines that form all sorts of definition communication of my mind to yours, the shore at the end of the telephone game I lost the rhythm that goes to the flow I dropped the wand that brings flying wings I smacked the lips of the devil I kreeped in hell I’ve been told I’ve always been addicted to pain repeats repeats 444
Repeating numbers is a sign from the universe
Angels scream my name from upside down on the ceiling telling me to quit looking at the clock maybe demons maybe I should pay the **** attention
222333444555666777whaaaaaat
That’s not a time
Time ain’t it
Time heals don’t it
But what is stagnant
Sometimes we’re dead
But we move fast
Together
In time
Travel
Through space
Through a line meet your soul face to mine
Hearts beat faster time moves with it that’s the reality so what are you doing
Taking it slow or fast it’s you or pass
Illuminati my life with your eye-seed to the sky can’t remember my thoughts don’t know why I even try
Try to finish a creation pieces of art are never finished close to what I think
Is completion I think I forget how to breathe I’ve got a blemish I cannot see I’m not sure what’s on my lenses sometimes i don’t speak please tell me what the bens is
Keep saying I’m haunted aight
Keep tellling em I’m doing fine
Life’s chaotic but that’s what it’s about
The blends of of the **** around
The hint hang ying yang huh
The freak shows births golds of stone (gh) yeah
But do you even know what the sheets is what if we really going to do da business man **** this **** I don’t know it I already told you I don’t know how to complete this I have no solutions I feel soulless and too much negative too much negative shitnitz my focus my pictures too big I don’t know how to control this I kept saying that I want to relinquish self but what I really need to do is help make a squeal tell em truly how I feel Queen lions roar from the jungles to the shores sideways animals judging their **** from the sidelines
Wasn’t the point making them feel the fire burning in mountain veins but what animals can you truly tame
Cavemen mocking snakes forming fires for the first time killing em with their own tricks man we keep repeating history with our imperialisthe ******* stupidest **** ever
Please excuse my individual
I’ve not much experience with taking over but with my experience we’ll have an experience we’ve never had before and from there our experience will be something to learn from we learn from experiences
I’m opening my mind and my forgiveness forget to forgive I’m all in forgetfulness can we speed to the completion of wishes I beg this from the bottom of my ***** soles to the top of my buzzed head I hear sobriety is the path to success but I can’t create in loneliness I bring pain and sorrow to the art party drown me out with ***** and bring me to my knees in grass prairies in heaven Reaching out for angels bind me in confusion it’s raining in my heart tea parties never breed working brains did they never tell you that in school? Keep teaching myself everyday yeah in the backs of tiny rooms on mountain peaks I breathe in tropical trees blurring all the lines that form all sorts of definition communication of my mind to yours, the shore at the end of the telephone game I lost the rhythm that goes to the flow I dropped the wand that brings flying wings I smacked the lips of the devil I kreeped in hell I’ve been told I’ve always been addicted to pain repeats repeats 444
Victoria Ruth May 2014
Ying Yang
Victoria Ruth
May 2014
Light inside dark
Good surrounded by bad
The still happiness
Engulfed by a storm of sad
Dark inside light
Bad surrounded by good
The raging fire, put out
By the sea of the understood
Life inside death
Movement in all that is still
A tiny bit of heat
In the numb frozen chill
Death inside life
Like dark inside light
The moon in the sun
And the day in the night.
Good surrounded by bad
The still happiness
Engulfed by a storm of sad
Dark inside light
Bad surrounded by good
The raging fire, put out
By the sea of the understood
Life inside death
Movement in all that is still
A tiny bit of heat
In the numb frozen chill
Death inside life
Like dark inside light
The moon in the sun
And the day in the night.