i have done everything to please
even got down on my knees
and asked you to stop giving me my insicurities

i look into the mirror
and see all you've said to me
pound by pound


but i look unto the scale
and only see **103

i took that knife
on that rainy night
and forgot about the good
i bled the insicurities
as a perfect girl should

i remembered everything you said to me and swollowd it
as you tought me

i looked into the sky and saw no reason to live
but i had to wait
God told me to wait

the morning came
the rain was gone
and all that i could see
a rainbow in the sky
smiling just for me
and in that very moment
i was finally set free