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The world is full of poetry. Writing works as a positive therapy reflecting my thoughts , feelings and love for life. Nature and surroundings inspire …
I would hurl words into this darkness and wait for an echo, and if an echo sounded, no matter how faintly, I would send other …
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Hedonic Nihilist Nov 2013
I Love(d) You
Hedonic Nihilist
Nov 2013
I want(ed) people to stop talking to me
So that I c(ould)an think profoundly of you
I want(ed) to go home so that I c(ould)an lay in bed and think of you
I th(ought)ink about you every chance I g(ot)et, my love I d(idn't)on't want you to know this because I know that you don't
Love is(was) thinking about you even when you weren't around
My love, I analyze(ed) every moment that we've spent together from that first time you held my hand to the last I heard of your soft breaths on the phone on a Monday when you left me.
So that I c(ould)an think profoundly of you
I want(ed) to go home so that I c(ould)an lay in bed and think of you
I th(ought)ink about you every chance I g(ot)et, my love I d(idn't)on't want you to know this because I know that you don't
Love is(was) thinking about you even when you weren't around
My love, I analyze(ed) every moment that we've spent together from that first time you held my hand to the last I heard of your soft breaths on the phone on a Monday when you left me.
Love can only exist in the present and the past.
I would love to know your interpretation/analysis of this poem
I would love to know your interpretation/analysis of this poem
Àŧùl Sep 2024
Beyond The Blues
Àŧùl
Sep 2024
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Always hoping for the good,
Rarely depressed, but now
Elated only by Tom & Jerry.
Had my life been a little less lonely,
Indeed I wouldn't be depressed,
Dead sure my heart wouldn't be sad,
Dreading the gaping hollowness,
Everyday I wakeup hoping for validation,
Not ready for more blind criticism.
The fiancée was jealous of my success,
How not I wanted, she was exactly that,
Expecting her to read my poems & novels.
Yet she wasn't interested in any of my arts,
Especially she disliked my songs,
Loving me she wasn't capable of,
Lonely & unwanted I felt,
Of me she thought to be vain,
What she didn't know I felt,
Someone she didn't respect.
Ambitions she had extreme,
Not ready to put her Karma,
Didn't I want just love from her.
Respect my wars she did not,
Even my victories,
Didn't impress her,
So, I called off the marriage.
Always hoping for the good,
Rarely depressed, but now
Elated only by Tom & Jerry.
Had my life been a little less lonely,
Indeed I wouldn't be depressed,
Dead sure my heart wouldn't be sad,
Dreading the gaping hollowness,
Everyday I wakeup hoping for validation,
Not ready for more blind criticism.
The fiancée was jealous of my success,
How not I wanted, she was exactly that,
Expecting her to read my poems & novels.
Yet she wasn't interested in any of my arts,
Especially she disliked my songs,
Loving me she wasn't capable of,
Lonely & unwanted I felt,
Of me she thought to be vain,
What she didn't know I felt,
Someone she didn't respect.
Ambitions she had extreme,
Not ready to put her Karma,
Didn't I want just love from her.
Respect my wars she did not,
Even my victories,
Didn't impress her,
So, I called off the marriage.
My HP Poem #1979
©Atul Kaushal
©Atul Kaushal