How I wish I could stab you
And kiss you as you bled out
How I wish I could choke you
And embrace you til sundown
How I wish I could stalk you
And watch your every move
How I wish I could date you
And ****** you as I took you home
I love you and I hate you
For forsaken me, you have
I hate that I love you
I have feelings for a hag
I love that I hate you
I want to feel you blood on my skin
I don't know how to feel about you
You always make me want to sin
May 20, 2014 was the day I decided I didn't know what you really were to me anymore.