Joz - Hello Poetry

Joz Sep 2016

23:23

Got nothing to write but
this breath is hard to take.

Well, I know something
is happening now.
Either good or bad,
or neither one.

Sometimes, this heart thinks about a thing,
that I don't even know what.
A thing that my brain
can't even sense.

Joz Sep 2016

Phlegmatic-Melancholic

I am a Phlegmatic,
the one who will be careless
with my surrounding.
Anybody will hate me,
for me being selfish with
my me time,
time for myself doing nothing.

I am a Melancholic,
a creature that is sensitive
with people’s feelings.
A person who will be hated
for giving a ‘fake chance’
to my surrounding
as I just wanna comfort them.

I am me,
a human that is judged
by other humans.
A creature,
that is loved
by other creatures.

*If you wanna judge me, don't forget to love me.

Sept. 26, 2016
23:10

Joz Jul 2016

As the Rain Goes

A dream,
that used to be a beautiful dream,
becomes a nightmare.

I couldn’t wake up,
as the rain kept singing for me,
my old favourite verse.

My scream,
shouting 'it’s only a dream',
once woke me up.

As the rain laid me back,
I closed my eyes,
with the same nightmare.

As the rain goes,
the dream ends,
my day begins.

What a bad morning.

20 July 2016
10:34

Joz Jul 2016

Pray for a Friend

I make friends,
to anybody,
any kind of people,
any characteristics.

But I keep praying,
to have a friend,
in my morning prayer.

A friend,
who I can be me,
a pampered Sam,
a weak me.

To be strong,
to be kind,
to be funny,
are the determinations.

To be smart,
to be active,
to be neat,
are what they demand.

Oh, the Sender of the rain,
I pray for a friend,
who I can be me,
who will be my childrens' mom.

18 July 2016
23:51

#prayer #rain #friend #mom

Joz Jul 2016

Ketika Cinta Pergi

Terkadang bukan fisik yang terpenting.
Walaupun tanpa fisik, rasa tak kunjung muncul.

Mungkin aku menyayangkan cinta yang tak kian bersatu.
Keraguanmu menahanku bagai angin yang menderu.

Di penghujung jalan pun 'ku tersadar,
keraguanmu bukan untukku.
Karena cinta untukku sudah tiada sejak dulu.

Aku bukan pejuang cinta,
aku hanyalah pecinta yang setia.
Ketika cinta pergi,
itulah saat dimana pecinta undur diri.

Karena untukku,
cinta kita harus diperjuangkan
dan cintaku seorang haruslah dilenyapkan.
Bukan oleh waktu, tapi oleh angin dan debu
bercampur air mata.

17 Juni 2016
14.50

#indonesia #bahasa

Joz Jul 2016

Prayers

She came back in dreams these days.
These stitches are opened again.

I opened my bible
and
closed my eyes to pray.

I cried for a peace from the Lord.
I asked forgiveness from the Lord.
Then, these precious tears fell down,
as the rain came down.

This is my faith,
heaven heard my prayers.

July 08, 2016
10:30

Joz Jun 2016

A Pillow

If I should describe the best place now,
it will be my pillow.
The one who is there when I cry
and the one who wipes my tears.
The one who hear my stories
and my screams.

My accompany when I'm dreaming,
the greeter when I'm tired reaching my dreams.

Shall I give her a name?

June 21, 2016
21:06

#best #pillow #thing