I miss you.
Your hair..
which was the softest thing I held in my entire life
Your eyes..
  which made me feel that I’m the most beautiful girl whenever you look at me
Your nose..
   that sniffs my hair as if it is the sweetest scent in the world
Your lips..
that captures mine when I’m mad and talk too much
Your hands..
  that cover mine when I’m lost in track
Your chest..
   where i rest to renew my strength when i feel so down
Your laughter..
   that lifts my soul and gives me genuine joy
I miss you..
I miss all of you so much
hope we'll see each other soon
Be happy..I know you're always looking down here for me
Enjoy yourself above there...
In spite of your absence, I still love you

Maybe if I step on
enough flowers
or break
enough  
hearts  
I just might forget
I'm made of broken parts

parties, drinking, hating one another
these are teens lives
but not mine

yes I like to have fun
but I want more than wonder if boys like me
drinking till I don't know where I am

I want long walks, deep talks
world travels, music shows
book pilled up to my nose

I want more than the average teen
and I am so happy for that