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Samantha Louise Jan 2014
I am so broken,
Impossible to heal.
I try to be good for you
but I'm drifting from the wheel
I've lost control to take your sympathy
It doesn't even feel real
I'm crying so hard I can't even feel
what I'm supposed to feel

I'm numb, and you broke me
I need to sleep until I die
I need to dream to stop the crying
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
Sometimes, staying here,
moving with you in the present
is, the best decision I've made
without you I'd be lost in a world
with not many people
like you tryna hold me there
so I don't run away,
and give up on everything I care for
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
Imagine if,
I chose to drift
where would I go
who would I see
who would I be

Imagine if
I came crawling back
a fear to move on
holding onto the past

Imagine if
I decided to drift
and then I started to see
what was ahead of me
and I started to follow my dreams

but which path is resembling to me?
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
It's been forever
We've been together for so long
I don't want to ever say goodbye

You're my shining star
you're the reason I'll get far
You pick me up
when I'm ready to die

It's only you who can do the things you do
And without you, I don't know where I'd be right now
You're so perfect for me
and words can't even reach
the places we've gone
We've been perfect for each other
all along

My anxiety is knocking to the ground
and it's hard to deal with,
but you're the one that keeps me found
I'm still me now,
but without you
I'd be miles below the ground

So tell me where to go and I'll go
Tell me what to do and I'll do
anything for you
I know that we have rough times
but everything makes up for the dark side
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
Boy:
baby don't cry
I didn't mean to,
please sympathize
You mean the world to me
I'd hate to see us die
You're so perfect
but I can see it in your eyes
You don't want me anymore,
and I'm not surprised

Girl:
Baby I'm through with all of your lies
I'm sick and torn down of being hypnotized
You make me feel like every things alright
when it's all just ****** up, I don't even want to try
I've finally given up
I've been driven through some rough
patches on the ground
and now I'm nowhere's to be found

Together:
Some relationships come
some relationships go
but where do we stand?
we don't even know.
It's like I'm attached to you still
but my mind is sterile
And my heart is fragile
and I'm broken like a vase
So scattered all over the place
impossible to fix
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
Even if every things alright,
It'll all just feel wrong
I try to hold on tight
but my emotions aren't that strong

Everything knocks me down
and only you can pick me up
but my thoughts overpower my dignity
It's only better when you're with me
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
So much stress just fell off my shoulders
Now I can go and explore, some positive things
I am starting to get older
and I don't want to hold on to no good things

Our time is up
I'm so torn apart
I can't do this now

I'll regret it later
but I know in my heart
that we are done
now.
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