Someday, I will be gone
And you will find me nowhere.

I crave for saying your name out in public
But I can't.
Why?

But,
I say it alone every night
Looking towards the ceiling
Still silently
Countless times
It sounds sweet
Every **** time!
And slowly fall asleep.

I;
Miss you till midnight
Dream you till sunrise
Hate you till sunset.
Am curious,
When do I love you then?