i talked to my mother about you
about how you broke my heart
and how i might have done worse on you
i told her lately you and me feel like a lost cause
and that even if i try you don't want to be found anymore
there nothing harder than loving someone who doesn't wanna be loved
mother said maybe its time to admit that
i have been holding onto something that doesn't wanna stay
that i only grew my nails
to have something to blame for the way my skin bleeds

Well I will ring you up
Say I want you back
Chat back stab say I never wanted that
It's just inevitable distance
Twisted bitterness
Give her two months she’ll be over that

she came like a butterfly and blossomed my barren land
soothed my strife and sanctified me whole again