i talked to my mother about you
about how you broke my heart
and how i might have done worse on you
i told her lately you and me feel like a lost cause
and that even if i try you don't want to be found anymore
there nothing harder than loving someone who doesn't wanna be loved
mother said maybe its time to admit that
i have been holding onto something that doesn't wanna stay
that i only grew my nails
to have something to blame for the way my skin bleeds