As pressure builds

Stress is revealed

Angers takes the wheel

Talking is not ideal

At the point where i feel

Theres No escape from this ordeal

Issues too real

Screaming helps so I can deal

With what i feel

Somewhere in me
there exists a being
made up of all the reasons
that insist me
to stop loving you.

At times when I ignore it
and instead look away
towards you
It stares me hard,
starts blabbering abuse
as I keep looking at you.

But at the end of the day
when I am home,
heart-broken
by your indifference,
it reaches me back
wipes my tears
and puts me to sleep
in a blanket of lessons.

That being,
made of reasons.

Through time

I came to find

My biggest enemy

Was To be no one else  

But myself

For i chose how **i dealt

With the way i felt

Nobody cares when you make the right choice
they start to care once you've made the wrong one.


© Brittney Hibbert 2016

sit and stare

My Mind impaired

Emotions not there

Nobody dares

To come near

They fear

They'd make a tear

Rip me to shreds

Impossible if nothings there

Im to numb to care

Confidence is not thinking
"I know they will like me."
Confidence is knowing
"I'll be fine even if they don't."