His kiss was

s o f t

enough

   to **** me

And everytime I'm near

     him

feels like

  a suicide attempt

  The rush of
  
    staring over
        that
                 ledge.

I waited and I
longed for it so
bad
Impatient, open, wet, spilling over
Desperation leaked out of me
When your mouth
finally
opened and let mine in
I took your tongue
like
Holy Communion
Right then I could
a l r e a d y
taste the emptiness you'd bring
And now here it is
ripping me apart
Here it is
and
here I am
dry heaving
the love that
never existed

It's funny how
when you turn
Power on


I lose mine.