I am happy
I am bursting tears
eyes pouring like faucets
at every facet of being
I can feel, I can fly
I am floating to the sky
trailing chemicals of dopamine-
induced highs
I am not scared
without gravity's hold
falling is easy, fast, free
death is instantaneously
The wind is roaring
my voice quivers
my body shakes as
as your body shivers
I am spiraling
in love, in vain
I am aiming for death
to keep myself sane
It's happened again.