I need to know
if you think of me;

winter is coming
and it often arrives
with unexplainable sorrow.

Someday,
Someone will want to be in just this bed
Laying next to me

And maybe by then,
It'll be worth it for them to stay
Because I'll have myself
Finally figured out.

The oceans battle each day with the shore.
A continuous fight.
People around the world have many a lore,
As to why the moon and the sun would love such a sight.
No one else can see.
How they long for each other.
But together they shall never be.
Alone they shall not suffer ,
The sun can rise happily know it will start everyone's day, and that the moon will restart the earth once it sets.
A continuous cycle,
Of two lovers not meant to be.

11:11.
I'm not wishing for you to come back.
I miss you like hell.
But I'm a train off the track.
In this beautiful city why should I dwell ?

I offered you a lifetime.
It would've took a year.
Maybe you weren't meant to be mine.
So I had to pack my gear.

I needed you to visit me that Thursday afternoon.
I needed my best friend.
But like the sun holding on to the earth  , I was let down by the rising moon.  
Away you fled.

Where were you hiding.
From what?
Couldn't you hear me crying ?
Or did you just cut me out.

I made it another day without you here with me.
I wonder how many more days I will have to go without you.
Sometimes I think about how my life was when you were here.
My life got worse and I stopped living after you weren’t here anymore.
I know you’re out there somewhere living life, breathing, eating and laughing.
While I mourn you, I will always miss you.
I will always love you.