Innocent laughter and late conversations.
You made sure to have my attention.
You’ve always known who I truly am even if you never understood.
Caring but never saying much,
Like only you could.
You know of all my secrets and desires.
Leave me wanting more, you ignite my fire.
The hardest part wasn’t turning away,
Living without you, it’s painful every day.
Each one passes with regrets,
Wishing I could go back to when we first met.
I shouldn’t have ever let you go.
Though my heart couldn’t take anymore.
You were the one I wanted,
And still my heart hasn’t parted.
I thought of you too often to ignore this feeling.
I just needed some time for healing.
But loving you alone was perfect.
It was finding you that’s suspect.
You speak unclear words,
It’s always the same, it always hurts.
Letting fate decide for us,
While my feelings collect dust.
It will always take time, you and I.
Days and years to pass, never to call you mine.
I’ll bear the reality until I find the courage,
Your tender heart I wish to nourish.
Just how do I let go of moments without you?
And start over, a life brand new.