i meld with you like waves and salt
together thrashing onto briny cold beaches
wind whipping against our reddening cheeks sweetened minds
i long to taste the sweat on your neck
i wear you on my skin
honey eyes honey ash honey slow in my bones i move slow i will move slower

i am not so sure as i seem i am not so sure slow----- s l o w d o w n

life is horrible sometimes
you'll go from on top of the world
to under it
in a matter of minutes
it happens

life is sad sometimes
but you do not deserve to be sad
so turn your music up loud enough to tune out the loneliness
and drive until you can't feel the tears on your cheeks
sleep, and sleep, and sleep, but then please, get out of your bed
put on your favorite clothes and go to the mall
walk past those boys and know that you look good
even if today is not your day
watch movies that will make you laugh
be around people that will make you laugh
read things that will make you laugh
laugh
go to the pet store and play with some puppies if that's what's going to make you happy
but do not destroy yourself
you are not allowed to destroy yourself
even if you are cripplingly sad
there is help out there
and you are not allowed to destroy yourself
there is happiness out there
all you have to do is find it

business
matters
came
afore
the
foreplay