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Rebecca Usher Jul 2014
made of nothing but glass
it is transparent
everyone sees through it
just like me


together we fell
we fell in love

and things that fall
break

we shatter
into millions of pieces
whatever we touch, we hurt

with our sharp edges
and broken parts
Rebecca Usher Jul 2014
Sometimes I feel incredible
Like I have the power to do anything

That slowly fades away
Into darkness

My mind
A dark space
Filled with demons and voices

The thoughts take over me
I lose all control

And suddenly

I have no feelings
I am numb
Yet again
Rebecca Usher Jul 2014
I have been like this for as long as I remember
I have given up on myself
and I am slowly giving up on you.
Rebecca Usher Jul 2014
People say everything will be okay
but how do they know?

They say it will end soon
but how do they know?

They say things will get better
but how do they know?
Rebecca Usher Jul 2014
I cannot bear the thought to go another day
Of putting people through my troubles
They are mine

My thoughts are all over the place
The scars on my wrists show my story
They are mine

The sadness
emptiness
darkness
and
voices

They are mine
Rebecca Usher Jul 2014
The pretty little pills
In a perfectly sealed package
So neat and perfect
A pale shade of pink
Control my mood
and how my day will go
Rebecca Usher Jul 2014
I'm sick
I'm sick of it all
The doctors
Counsellors
Psychologists
Psychiatrists
Medication
And
I'm sick
I'm sick of **me

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