Baby please
    don't be mad at me
    baby please
don't blame this on me
im a little ****** up
  baby please
don't leave me

I Love You


Baby please
I'm sorry I've been distance
I'm lost
I don't know where to look for myself
Hold me for awhile and I'll be ok
Baby please
I'm sorry i am like this
I am not the same  girl I was
baby please
don't hate me
I'll be back soon I promise
Baby please

Day two
Without you.
A million miles apart
But under the same stars.
I am sleeping alone in this river I've cried.
The nights are so long when you're empty inside.
Are you thinking of me?

Who needs antidepressants when i have my own best form of therapy. It may not be what you consider healthy, but when i put it to use, it surely does make me happy. Maybe you don't know whats best for me but that's just fine because the only person living in this body is me

you were my only for so long ,
  I've deleted you from my life so many times but you always end up coming back ,

   you consumed me
kept me all to yourself
   changed who I was inside

but time changes people
you are no longer a problem
I can control myself  
  I can finally breath on my own
and I like it this way

some days I don't think about you
  and somedays your all I can
         think about
half the time you mean nothing to me
  and other day I wish you were here

not sure what I feel
I just know. your not as special as you think ,and your not the biggest part in my life anymore