Can you really say you know what love is when the one person you thought you could always find love and comfort in is the one person getting you worked up?
When you start laying awake at night thinking about them while they're just doing their own things on the side?
When they constantly keep ******* up and blaming their ignorance on it like that's supposed to make everything okay.
Maybe it's high time you stop being naive and start realising that the only reason he's ******* up isn't because he's not aware of it but because you're not worthy of him getting his act right.
Forget about his ***
Coz he's clearly forgotten about yours.
You've become the girl he calls when he feels miserable and needs to be "comforted".
Not the girl he constantly checks up on every 5 seconds to see if you're okay.
By now we all know that's reserved for her.
Always has been.

I wasn't looking for anything
I wasn't hoping for love
Because love has always been the cause of most of my pain
Plain but heart wrenching
You came along unexpected
At a time I thought I had finished with love
When love was ancient and I wasn't even thinking about it
I thought I'd take a chance with you coz you seemed different from the "love" I was used to
You felt like love-love
Giddy, butterflies fluttering in my stomach
Talk until the sun came up, call to check up on me, laugh at my lame jokes, tell me I'm beautiful, always there for me LOVE


Although you were different from the love I was used to
You hurt me more than the love I was used to ever did
That's probably why you were so different
So you could show me that although love comes in different lies and dreams
It always ends in its own gut-wrenching, heartbreaking way

it all started out as friends
then you took over my mind
and my body and eventually
my heart, and it hasn't changed
since i met you you haven't
changed either you just won't
leave me be and i don't mind
that but you need to make
sure that you absolutely like
me because boys like you
have played me like a piano.

I used to think about you;
Did you think about me?
I used to miss you;
Did you ever miss me?

Weeks apart, dropped calls and ignored texts
I eventually got over you.
Did you ever actually love me?

Did you?