In search
of true reward
I brave the rougher path

i feel your eyes lay on me
for longer than a few seconds

hugging
& staring
deep into my soul

i ask you to stop
& look away
nervously
blushing

you laugh & turn away with a smile
& when i think of this

i don't believe i meant nothing to you
& its hard to fully let go
of every sweet moment i shared with you

Oh, sweet boy.

Why did you only love her
when she was medicated?

Was it her that you loved -
or the pills that she swallowed?

Is your brain domesticated or wild?

If wild, don't let the beast out.

The beast often comes at night.

your now a memory
the one Id forget
to frail to forgive.
to settling to refrain
to keen to restart
a memory with dust
too swirls of time .
my wounds  consent  
capture these scars
the  old grudge melts
my incense is combusted
in  between  then and forever-

Time stalks everyone.

Careworn sun


It was early Sunday morning.
I saw a red sun struggling to get over a mountain range
and then it was morning.
A cat jumped up on a car roof, the vehicle's alarm
sounded, blinking light that stopped after a little while
no one came out to investigate.
The silence was profound I could hear the town breathing
rhythmically in and out, a dog barked but thought better
abruptly stopped.
The day with its opportunity, pleasure and grief began.