We were both in such a dark place, looking to feel anything. And while you were looking, I guess you found me. We tried to **** happiness into each other, **** the sadness away. But no matter how many nights of hot moans and heaving breathing on my neck, nothing changed how we felt. I found my way out of that hell, but you buried yourself in it long ago, but today your body joined you. And I know I can work magics but oh my gosh Ben, not even I can **** the life into you now.