Her are open wide,
As you kiss her tonight.
The fear you try to hide,
Clearly glows out bright.
She shakes her head so slow.
You reach for her,
Though you already know,
Tears begin to stir.
"Don't leave," you say.
"Don't go," you plead.
She ignores your pain, it's plain as day.
Her car moves on, always gaining speed.
You're left alone,
Heart in hand,
Slashed to the bone,
Barely able to stand.
Getting better is hard,
Worse than that, really.
People all send you cards,
"I'm fine," you say, "really."
Things do get better,
Your smile gets fixed,
You're warm in life's sweater,
Your emotions aren't mixed.
And when she's back on your step,
When you hear, "I miss you, I'm back."
It's your smile that you kept,
Because your will doesn't crack.
"I'm sorry, no," you said,
As you closed your door.
Before you went to bed,
You managed to smile a little more.
Written 7-11-14
And ex of mine had hurt me, and I managed to get over it after a while. I learned to say no to her. This was written to show that.