When you're trying to be better,
When you're trying so hard to please her
Everything and every sign tells you not to deter
Are you sure you're making yourself better?

Would she complete you if you were together?
Look at the mirror, what do you prefer?
A lot of things that you should consider
Know yourself, you might end up in a blunder

You believed everything wasn't a squander
Giving you mixed signs which left you to wonder
You want to approach her, but too afraid to confer
Lost opportunity, unspoken thoughts that makes you ponder

Thinking this might be over,
Trying your luck on a four-leaf clover
Taking a chance as jumping on the cliffs of Dover
Is it over?

When you're trying to be better,
Are you miserable and bitter?
When the lights are on, and they start to flicker
Don't be a ******* quitter

When you're trying to be better,
People mock you like litter
You don't mind it, you're not a hitter

Hard not to think about it at the back of your head
Bring yourself to your own happy shed

What did I do wrong?
*My head is eating me up like thinking of a long lost song