I have been trying to fill this page
with words that could express
the things I am not sure
I would be able to tell you face to face
but as weird as it may sound
the more I think about you
the more my heart skips
and my mind goes insane
I can feel the words stuck in my lungs
as they try to climb my throat
looking for freedom
and a chance to be heard

Through the ink of this pen
I am trying to write down these words
of affection - nothing
The paper is still empty
yet my heart feels so heavy
and as I think of you
my mind wants to explode
and release all the colourful words
that would create spectacular
rainbows of thoughts all over the world

I wonder why you have this
strange effect on me
and why the first time we met
I shook your hand
and felt this strong energy
penetrating my chest
I wonder why I want to know more
and more about you
I want to know the simple things
like the title of your favourite book
or what you wanted to be
when you were three
but I also want to know
your deepest thoughts when
at 2am we lie down under the night sky
contemplating in silence its bright side