I've lost myself, my mind is dead.
I'm just a ****** up kid, lost in my own head.

You think you know me, you think I'm alright, but I think your mind would change if you knew what I do alone at night.

I want to end it all, I know I won't be missed. My parents say they hate me, my sister's always ******.

I'm trying to find a reason to stay, to live and love for one more day.

I'm sorry that I'm selfish, I know others have it worse. But it never stops, everything hurts, my blessing is my curse.

I've lost myself, my mind is dead.
I'm just a ****** up kid, lost in own my head.