I am dying.
emotionally.
My heart cracks,
with each passing thought
My lungs feel like collapsing
From the broken breathes I take
My body a numb corpse
With so much life in its mind
But no,  not the good kind,
The kind you find in the dark
In your most dreaded nightmares
A tragic past or lost love?
I shed countless tears as I lay awake
Nothing feels real
Words, smiles, trust?
It's all shattered and fake.
Goodbye happiness,  
It was nice while it lasted,  
But the darkness is reclaiming me
It's become my home,
It's where I'm fastened