Dear Autumn, I feel that with the arrival of you, my favourite season, I have found myself on a path that I wanted to never again tread. Whilst your leaves are falling, they do not crunch like they have in the years that have passed. And it's started to rain, Autumn. The novel that is my life, it detests the pathetic fallacy you provide.
Last week your wind forgot me, forgot to fill my lungs with life and hope and I still struggle to breathe. I did not shake because of the cold, Autumn, but because of this cave, full of puppets and shadows and - Autumn, I am not rooted any more but I'm not free. And I fall, Autumn, like the rain and like the leaves.